J#2: Toxic Positivy
Hey! What's up! Heard you have a sad day? Well maybe if you stop being such a bitch and start talking to people, be more expressive, be more authentic, be more funny, be more talented, be more intellectual, be more good looking, be more skinnier, be more kind, be more sociable. Maybe just maybe you'll feel happy!
Fuck you. I am contented with my crippling depression and overthinking my problems. Why would I trade my problems if I contributed to it so much, huh? What's the point of all my suffering everyday?
I don't think negativity is all that bad. If you really want to be happy all the time then my fucking god—stay away from me.
I feel like it's a lot more depressing when you thrive to be happy all the time. Life doesn't work that way, life should be a progression not an exercise of perfection.
Stop wishing to be happy because there's no way to be next but to be sad.
And it's the same with being sad becasue there's no way out but to be happy.
Life is full of ups and downs right? It might not be the same for all of us. Life might be a zigzag, or a pyramid, or a fucking hexagon for you or whatever.
Hapiness comes from the moment. Not in the past. Not in the future but in the moment. Today. Now.
You choose to be happy now.
- Hedonia
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please don't read this.
Short Storyhedonia's private journal. dumping topics that i like to talk about and something that i want to remind myself.
