Im Sorry (BTS JIMIN)

when it all started,

Kim SeoYeon's POV |

[ 5 years ago ]

"Your moving to Busan?!"
I broke down completely.

"Yes.. I have to because my parents are starting a company there. We have to make a living.."
Jimin replied.

" I don't know what I'll do without you, you were the only one there for me when Kisum taunts me everyday." I quietly said.

"I'm sorry but I promise we will see each other again..." were Jimin's last words.

[ current day ]

SeoYeon's POV |

I finished my shower and put on some grey sweats and a white top. It's already 3 but I still haven't eaten breakfast. This is what happens when you live alone without adults.

I go and make myself some of my mom's old recipes. She kept a cookbook at all times because the didn't want to forget a single ingredient or measurement. Since I don't have a parent to ask "Is there anything to eat?" because my parents passed away in a car accident 5 years ago.

My life fell apart during that year, I lost my parents and then my best friend when he moved away. I didn't have anyone close to me. No one to talk to and Kisum always made sure of that. She taunted me every single day, calling me names and ganging up on me with all her friends. It was a nightmare.

But that was the past and I moved to a different school once I got myself together, it took long but no one said it was gonna be easy.

I finished eating and I put the dishes into the dish washer.

*ring ring*

I head into my room to check my phone.

It's from my bestfriend Yoona. She was my first friend at my new school, i'm still thankful that I met her. Things became a little better once I had someone to talk about my worries and just having someone next to you really helped.

"Hello?" I said.

"Kim SeoYeon!! You want to go to a party in Busan?!" Yoona asked.

"In Busan?! Why in Busan?" I questioned.

"Because it's a big party of Busan High and I have a friend there who invited me, knowing since you wouldn't be doing anything right now we should go!" Yoona said.

" Okay rude... but you're right I am doing nothing right now. I mean I GUESS we can go." I said.

Yoona then texts me that she'll be at my house in an hour after she gets ready. She only lives a couple houses away from me. That means I'll have an hour to get ready..

I did soft waves for my hair and rummaged through my closet for an outfit. Now my room is a mess.. great.

I finally chose an off the shoulder loose black long sleeve with lace details at the top and a pair of black skinny jeans. I layered a couple necklaces and did my make up to finish my look.

An hour has passed and it is 6:15pm

I call Yoona asking where she is and she tells me she's still getting ready!!
I sit on the couch with my black purse and decided to get up to find a pair of shoes to wear. I put on some light grey heels.

She then comes in her black car and honks at least 1000 times for me to come out. I leave my house while flipping her off.

"Are you ready to party!!?" She asked.
"Thanks for the neighborhood noise disturbance." I replied.

Yoona was the girl who knew everyone and everyone knew her whether it be at our school or another school.

It is 7pm and we've arrived at a big mansion with lights flashing everywhere and it sounds like a rave is happening right in front of me. We get out the car and enter the property that had a big fountain and a big pool!

Like something out of The Great Gatsby.

I walk inside and go directly to the bar to see if they're letting students off the hook with drinking at this party. And to no surprise they are, seeing that the bartender was a student himself. I mean I don't see any adults around.

At first I took a couple little sips, but then it started tasting more on the sweet side rather than the bitter straight alcohol drinks. So i start to down my drink as I noticed the bartender staring at me. I look to my right and see Yoona dancing with a couple boys.

To my left is a boy taking a phone call. I don't know how he could hear anything with this loud music going on. I couldn't see clearly because the drinks were getting to me. Perhaps I shouldn't have been too confident with my alcohol tolerance..

He seems very sober and I think he asked what my name is?

Oh wow everything is getting blurry.

[ The Next Morning ]

SeoYeon's POV |

I wake up with a big headache, I push myself up to sit on the bed. Wait.. Why isn't this my bed? I look around and I see snap backs, shoes, video games, but this cute stuffed animal next to me.

Since no one was around I headed for the door and realized I was still in Busan. I got a taxi and the man drove me back home.

It was a Sunday afternoon and I decided to make some hangover soup after changing into pajamas since my head was pounding like crazy. I finished eating and it was already 4pm.
I decided to clean the house, take a shower, listen to music, and then it was already 8:30pm.

I texted Yoona asking what happened and she said she didn't know either...