Tangled Untangled Souls 🪢🐧

Chapter 2

That voice ....
  
                 Your voice is still with me in every cell of my body and it's still as sweet as honey .
I remember when I first heard it , it just melted my heart and I stood unmoved hiding it's droplets from you . My ears were so pleased , calm and relieved after hearing that voice that they became sulk as if they were having a strong urge to hear that voice again and again without a pause .
I continued to talk to you , even for the stuff having no meaning to talk for , just to hear that heart warming voice of yours . At that moment I observed myself similar to the kid that craves for his loved one's voice .
Haha !! How weird it was that your voice , your eyes , your way of behaving , your fragrance , even your way of respiring .... It was all your stuff actually , that was making me crazy and relaxed all at the same time .
Maybe my heart just want that eye contact with you while having a beautiful conversation again ,
Maybe everything was supposed to work ,
Maybe .....
           This word "maybe" it changes the whole meaning of life in seconds .
This word , it takes only a single minute or less than that to let things ( oh I mean heart ) move to a state of acceptance slowly and very slowly ....
Forever "MAYBE" this word doesn't even exist in real .
Whatsoever , but the time when u came , the aura u came with , it was what real peace actually feels like .
Aghhhhh!!! Why Am I addicted this much to even a single breath of yours ..
Remember once u said , u having your own dictionary similar to one of the other person considering it your official one , but what about burning all dictionaries and having you as my only single meaningful word .
Sometimes , I imagine how is it possible for people to unlove someone so easily for whom they used to once even die for .
I wonder if the real world could be similar to the fictional one .
Then life should have become more easier and simpler with no hurt , no lies ... Just some beautiful or unbearable truths .
No wonder how can someone just leave your soul so unanswerable even to yourself that easily .
Sound of you breathing, taking , walking , running , your heart beat .... Ughhh!!!! Why can't I forget all that . Fine , my thoughts are all yours .
Not saying a word now because it change nothing , just make me overthink even more .
Haha , idk from when and which moment do i started accepting all the things as they are without even complaining a single time ...