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Aj m apne ghr se a gyi hu summer vacation m gyi thi socha tha sayd isbar kuch jyada din mil jay jb se shadi hui h tb se 1 hafte bs milta h Or vo bhi 6 mahine m ek bar... Is   baar   jb ja rhi to khusi nhi thi kuki pta tha ki jaldi hi yhi ana h but pta h kya sb se jyada miss ho rha h meri life m ki m emotions feel krna bhul gyi hu kisi ke samne nhi roti or kisi cheez m kushi bhi nhi hoti...  Pta nhi kya kruu...            

Yha pr sb bolte h ki vo hume chahte h pr hamare ghar jane ke baad koi ek din call kud se nhi krte expect krte h ki hum hi kre or baat bhi koi nhi krta ache se... Ankur thek h but jis environment m vo rhte h vahi vo krte h he doesn't know about my feelings ki muje kya ho rha but i really need someone jisse m y sb share kru.....  I miss my life I  also miss my mamma vo bhut achi unse m kya bolu ki m kya feel krti hu vo upset ho jayegi... Pr kehte h n jo hame chahiye vo kabhi nhi milta .....