I would've gained the self respect and healing I deserved long ago if it weren't for the twist of the events,
I would've cut her off and had a flourished confidence that could've not be damaged time and time again,
Could've realized it was time to take off that anchor,
Could've realized I deserved more than I was given,
Could've realized I am not supposed to be what everyone wants me to be,
I could've progressed earlier than ever.
If it weren't for that small little change.
The pandemic.
