" i can feel the light going on minute by minute I still wonder why I'm still here I keep fighting for something I think even when it comes down to nothing I'm only going be the one fights for me nobody is here wish ain't nothing new to me I'm at the point of giving up or disappear without nobody noticing or knowing but then I think deep down maybe there worried about me or maybe I'm stressing them out ,things could be worse so why am I complaining about me leaving this world no one cares about that .but you have two sides of you're brain telling you they care and the other side saying they don't or leave cause no will noticed , or will they maybe one side is lying to me but how would I know some stuff they say is true but at the end maybe I'm overreacting this " again" the road I'm going down is getting deeper and darker not once have I seen a light through it , will I ever see the light ? Everything is becoming darker and clearer now i can't fight anymore I tried many times and got no where,there so many reasons why I should give up but something always is holds me back I feel like I'm losing my life but something is something there ,I hold on for so long I keep fighting every single second but once I get that feeling again I lost myself I feel like my soul is dying like I am dying ...
