your music

01

"Daniel's pov

Outside, it was raining. I was inside my friend, Henry's car, with his girlfriend Jenni. the three of us were on the way to take our optional marks from our  professors, which is a bad idea.

my professor thinks that I'm a worthless piece of trash, cause last semesters I got the lowest marks, and he was super angry, manly because he and my mom has a love affair going on, and their going to get married. whatsoever. So because of that he acts like my father, and he is also so annoying!

moments later we arrived, and the three of us got off the car. the rain has stopped but the whether was cold. I tucked my hands inside my baggy jacket so I could feel less cold. 

"oh my god, I'm going to die! my parents will definitely kill me" Jenni hugged Henry.

"don't worry babe, im here for you." he kissed her

yuck. 

they're so cringe and i hate it, they know that i don't even have a girlfriend, but is it necessary to kiss someone in front the school? really? i shook my head and rolled my eyes and started to climb the big staircase. 

"hey Dan? you gonna leave us?" Henry pouted.                                                                                                  

"yeah. you guys should get a room seriously" with that i left

I arrived near my classroom, scared to go inside, my optional subject was music, as they say I'm a good singer, but I am not good at playing instruments. our assignment was to practice the piano, which was hard, so i guess I got low marks.

I went inside the room, shaking like a leaf, as to what the professor might say. the professor was sitting on his usual chair looking like he's 'bout to kill someone, which is me of course. i went near him, with a bit distance i stood there. 

he looked at me with rage, then threw my assignment sheets at me, then he huffed.

"your such an embarrassment to the family! shame on you Daniel! i thought that i could one day be proud of your work...but no! cause you wont make it happen!" then he got up from his chair, walking towards the door, then he gave me a death stare, then he left.

i was practically done with all these nonsense! him being my dad? really? i might as well just die. i was so lost in thought while i was picking my assignments, when suddenly some ones shadow landed right on top of me. i looked up only to see my going-to-be-brother Jake. urghh!

he bend down in front of me, helping me to pick up my worksheets. "sorry, my father can be a little too much you know?" he gave me a smile

because i was soo pissed of, i shrugged and took my worksheets and got up to leave. "i always wanted a brother" he stated before i leave. 

 i looked at him and gave him a weak smile, which he noticed. well i didn't care.

I got home, went to the living room, only to find my going-to-be-dad with my mom, talking about something, might be m. before i could manage to escape, my mom noticed m

"Danny, can we talk?" she turned around

"yes mom" I sat on the opposite side of the couch.

"so, your father and i was talking about how much low marks you get for music, and we are not very happy because of that. Danny you used to love music, and always say that you wanted to become a pianist, what happened?" she asked me

is she really asking me what happened?? she already knows i gave up on piano cause my own dad died! and im still holding on to singing only to make her boyfriend happy! and because of all these im soo fucking tired!

"Mom can I talk to you alone?"

"no Daniel! whatever you want to say, say it to your both mom and dad" she warned.

and this is where I'll get totally beaten up.

i took a deep breath " I..I-I dont need music in my life anymore! its a pain! after dad died I thought i will be fine but no! cause mom you weren't never there for me when i needed you! you only cared about how your life will go on if i keep your little secret. but now I'm sick of this! I'm sick of him!, I'm sick of you!, I'm sick of music!!" i burst into tears

but no one seemed to care, but my going-to-be-father gave me a hard punch where my head got hit on wall causing one side to bleed

"Learn to talk to your mother you piece of trash!" then he gave me a kick on my stomach.

Ouch

i looked at my mom as my vision was blurry as fuck, she didn't even seem to care that her own son getting beaten up by his man. i knew this would happen

i struggle to stand straight on the floor as my head was bleeding a lot, but some how i managed to stand, and got to my room.

I was planning to escape, but then again where should i go? so i decided not to escape but get high. next to our house, few blocks away, there was party conducted by the football team captain Josh, so i went without thinking twice. Henry did want me there so i might as well go.