Joel: A Blank Canvas

Scoping things out

As I was changing my soiled diaper I wracked my brain for memories of something, of anything to help me remember who I was to no avail.

After a few minutes, I finished changing myself and hopped down from the changing table. I threw my old diaper into the diaper genie and decided to explore the rest of the house I was in. I stepped towards the closed door and wrapped my hand around the doorknob, pausing for a moment, as I held my breath and turned the knob,  opening the door.

Outside of my bedroom was a large oval-shaped common space that connected all the rooms of the house together, with a table and some chairs in the center of it. After scanning my eyes around, I stepped out of the doorway and started exploring the other rooms.

To the left of my bedroom was a massive walk-in storage closet with shelves upon shelves of supplies. The right half of the room was dedicated to food supplies. Things like non-perishables, snacks, even some dehydrated meals and formula. And the left half of the room was for all of (what I once again assumed was) my supplies. There were shelves upon shelves of diapers, powder, cream, clothing, toys, everything that I would need for a long, long time.

After poking around a little while longer I decided to move on to the next room, which was the bathroom. As I stepped inside, my eyes were met with a walk-in shower, a massive bathtub and a giant vanity. I knew in my head that it was pretty odd for a bathroom to be missing a toilet, but I brushed it off as I was in diapers anyways, so it wasn't needed.

Beside the bathroom was a walk-in pantry with even more foodstuffs inside. It was even connected to the kitchen, which was pretty standard. Sink, fridge, oven, dishwasher and cabinets. I opened the fridge to find it stocked with things like sandwiches, apple juice, milk both bottled and in cartons, as well as a few other basic things.

As I was about to close the fridge, I realized that I was quite hungry, so I grabbed 2 PB&J sandwiches and poured myself a glass of milk before sitting down at the table in the common area. I started to dig in and as I was eating, I couldn't help but feel like this wasn't right. I couldn't place the feeling but something about this place seemed a bit off. Once again, I chalked it up to nerves and anxiety about not remembering who I was and continued eating my food.

Soon after I finished my meal, I cleaned up my dishes before proceeding into the last room of the house, which was a massive room sectioned into 3 distinct areas.

The first section was a play area with a bunch of toys littered around and in shelves along the wall. At first glance I saw Legos, action figures and model trains just to name a few.

The second section was like a library. With a bunch of bookshelves containing everything from children's picture books to academic textbooks.

The third and final section was a media den of sorts. There was a huge couch facing a ginormous TV with every console under the sun, a computer and an apple TV for other media. As I walked over, I couldn't help but get super excited at the thought that all of this was mine to use!

I walked over to inspect the selection of games to play in the media den and I felt a warmth growing in my groin. Confused I looked down and saw the patterner stars on my diaper fading and realized I was wetting myself. "I had guessed I was incontinent, but I never thought it would be like this" I said to myself. After I was certain I was finished peeing, I checked my diaper and decided that it could probably last another few wettings before needing a change.

I stood up to go put Breath of the Wild into the Nintendo Switch on the media console and realized I was now waddling as my diaper had swelled up enough to push my legs apart. I chuckled to myself, realizing how goofy I must look but I honestly didn't care. I booted up BotW and played for a few hours before getting tired and taking a nap on the couch.

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A/N: Hey everyone, sorry for the long wait. I hope you enjoyed this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it.

I worked really hard to make sure this was a good second part of this story. And even though I can't guarantee when the next chapter will be, I hope you guys will be patient with me as I try to find time to write it.

Thanks,
J