THAT GIRL I LOVED

It was the first day of school, I was tryna be cool ...

not knowing where is the classroom, everyone is was taking to find a groom

I saw her through the window , made my mind blow

her eyes met with mine, making me feel that I drank wine...

it made my heart warm, feeling she would not harm ...

I approached her, no words were coming out but,

she smiled, I smiled, and made our hearts go wild...

she reached for a handshake, making my mind shake...

her hands were so soft , touching them made my heart stop...

I was looking confused, when she was introduced ...

by fate , she was made my classmate

I was not expecting her to sit with me, but she said excuse me ...

I was dying from happiness, it was visible by my cheek's redness

by seeing e red she got worried and did a check ....

'I m not having fever ' I said, she said 'but u look red '

someone shouted from behind she is in love get it in ur mind

I got shy making temptations high, though I was knowing she will never like me ...

I did the mistake to bind her with me

I never wanted her to know because it will be embarrassing though ..

she was my dearest friend whom I have to pretend ....

when she came to know I expected her not to tell anyone though

but things are not as always u think

she told her friend in just a blink

it was a little harsh for me but let it be....

I never expected her to love me back

because I know she will regret ...

it hurts sometimes but I guess its not my time

I wish to be a boy next time so that loving and liking a girl will be fine

though I didn't get my love, I hope she gets the one she deserves...

I will try to forget her, as it will be good for us ....

though it will be the last year with her

I will try to make her happier ...

I did it once and will continue to do it further

thought there is a lot in my mind but I guess

now it's just a waste of time ...

~ CELESTIAL