Give me a reason

🔥top gun🔥

Part 2

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After going up to my room to get dressed I hear mom softly crying downstairs I start thinking to myself as I get dressed

(In y/n's mind: damn...I knew I shouldn't have brought gram up I just ruined this whole day for mom when she was supposed to be happy seeing me graduate and turn 19...I fucked it up...like I always do...)

I snap out of it and put my favorite Spotify playlist on while I get ready I pick out cute grey washed out denim shorts with little gems around the cuffs of the legs with pink and red heart details on the back pockets and rips in the front I throw on my favorite fishnet tights under it and a
* favorite video game* cropped tank top with chains as straps and my basic black vans and style my hair with loose curls and do my everyday makeup, some fake lashes, eyebrow gel and a little maroon tinted lip balm with a slight plumping gloss over top I turn off my music and walk downstairs to see mom completely ready bringing our dog Luna inside for while we're gone

Y/n: hey mom

I smile at her walking down the stairs

Mom: oh my god you look so pretty

Y/n: thanks mama

I chuckle

Mom: who are you trying to impress looking that good today?

She say's jokingly and gives me a side eye

Y/n: myself

I laugh spinning in a circle flipping my hair mom laughs and grabs her keys and before I can grab a coffee we're out the door and getting into the car

Mom: here

She hands me the aux cord to the car which she NEVER does

Y/n: um mom...

I say confused

Mom: yeah?

Y/n: you never give me the aux cord when you drive you hate my music

I giggle knowing we have completely different music taste

Mom: I know but it's your day today we're doing everything you want to do

Y/n: ooooookkaaayyyy thanks mama

I plug my phone in a put my Spotify playlist, the first song that plays is  the city's yours from the 2014 annie movie which is the song me and dad danced to on my 16th birthday I start to tear up and turn the music up

Mom: you and your dad used to sing this song everyday making breakfast

She smiles at me

Y/n: I wish we could dance to this song one more time...I remember dancing in the kitchen and him singing this song to me for the first time after watching the movie and it was as if he wrote the song for me...

Mom: you know he'd be so happy you still listen to this song

Y/n: I know mama...

I lean against the window playing with my nails singing the song quietly and when the song changes my energy completely changed with it, the next song was top gun by bbno$ which i LOVE I play this song every time I get ready in the morning and when I play video games so I start dancing and singing as if I was at a concert

Y/n: PUSSY BOY SHUT UP FA-NA-NA-NA-NA-NA FILL MY-

Mom: Y/N!

Y/n: what?

I say turning down the music

I say confused

Mom: language...