i feel at some point i broke my mind - guapoduo drabble (cellbit & roier) QSMP

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Roier felt like it was the end of the world for him.
But it actually was for Bobby, his beloved son, and Roier couldn't do anything to fix it.

Bobby was dead and he had only a few minutes left to say goodbye to his loved ones.

Everyone said their condolences to Roier and Jaiden and left them with the egg. They painted with Bobby, exchanged gifts to remember each other, and had a last talk.

After his last minutes with Bobby, he and Jaiden went to every single place of the island where they all had any special memories. Jaiden cried and Roier tried to stay strong, but he couldn't resist to spill a pair of tears down his cheeks.

He said goodbye to Jaiden, and started walking away, finally allowing the tears he had been holding since the moment the notification of Bobby being killed the past day to fall through his face. He walked and walked without a destination, and suddenly his legs betrayed him, and he fell to the ground, hands and knees landing on the rough floor. He sat there, knees pulled to his chest and hands on his face, trying to cover his sobs without a successful result.

He needed him back.
He needed his Bobby.

He sat there for god knows how many time, hiccuping, sobbing, crying...
Suddenly, a message on the global chat appeared. It was a private message from Cellbit. His Gatinho.

"Guapito? Where are you?" he read without trying to stop a slight smile to appear on his now tear stained face.
He was going to reply to him, "Im not ho-" he started writing, but another message showed up.
"I am at your house, I am worried about you. Im going back to Favela, please come soon."
"I want to see you, I wanna make sure you are okay meu amor :(" The smile that was on Roier's face faded away while his eyes widened and threatened to spill from his dark eyes.
Cellbit was worried about him. 'Why?' he thought to himself. He shook his head a little and without hesitation, he stood up and grabbed his way-stone to teleport to Favela.

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Cellbit sighed. He teleported back to Favela after a failed attempt of finding Roier. His messages weren't being answered and he was starting to get anxious. He entered the Favela and went down to his office. He threw himself to his chair and leaned his body to his table, placing his elbows on the messy papers and with one hand pinching the bridge of his nose. He sighed once again.

— Richarlyson já está dormindo, Roier não está respondendo minhas mensagens... — he mumbled to himself while organizing his table a little bit. He grabbed his mug and took a sip of his coffee while pushing his hair back with his hand.

A small noise interrupted his thoughts. He got up and went to check on Richarlyson, but he was still asleep on his little bed. He went to the entrance of Favela, and when he opened the door, he saw something he never expected to see.
Roier looked horrible; messy hair, red puffy eyes accompanied by a river of dry tears down his cheeks.

— Roier! Meu Deus, eu estava tão preocupado. — He pulled him into a hug, Roier burying his face on the other's chest.
— Please.. answer my messages whenever I send you one, eu estava tão ansioso, amor. — He kissed his head and hugged him tighter.
He felt how Roier started trembling a little and then started to sniff. Cellbit felt how his vision started to get blurry. He placed one hand in his partner's hair and started soothing it, attempting to calm him down. He pulled back from the hug and frowned when he saw Roier's expression.
— Come here amor. Vamos nos sentar, sim? — He grabbed the other's hand, but he felt him flinch. With a surprised look, he put his attention on his partner. Roier stepped back and he was holding his own hand, it had a few bruises and a bit of blood. Cellbit walked to him again, Roier's eyes were now full of tears ready to fall again. Cellbit sighed once again and he cupped the other's face. Roier closed his eyes, finally letting tears fall again.
— Are you hurt meu amor? Você foi atacado? Você está bem? — The taller asked, wiping Roier's tears with his thumb, he shook his head replying to his partner's question.
— Não se preocupe Roier, vamos sentar-nos ok? — He passed his arm through his waist and led him to his office, where he let Roier sit on his chair.
— Agora eu venho, ok querido? Vou procurar algo para te curar- — He started walking away to grab some things, but a tight but also shaky grip on his hand stopped him from walking away.
— Roier..? — He whispered looking at his partner, who had a horrified expression.
— Don't— Don't leave m-me, please... not you too, ple-please — Tears were steaming down his face again. He was scared that Cellbit was going to leave, and he couldn't handle another loss. He kneeled down in front of the other and grabbed his other hand, kissing both of them.
— I'm not leaving you meu amor, im going to grab something to make you feel better okay? I would never leave— leave you... — Cellbit choked on his own words, he felt like breaking down right there in front of Roier, he seemed so hurt both emotionally and physically and that drained him. Roier nodded and Cellbit got up and walked to grab some bandages for the smaller one.
When he got back to his office, Cellbit found Roier with his head resting on his arms, which were resting on the table. His eyes were closed, long eyelashes resting, and Cellbit couldn't resist but smile softly. He placed his hand on Roier's shoulder, shaking him a little.
— Roier, meu amor, im back.. — He whispered. He heard a small mumble coming from Roier, but it looked like he was not going to get up. He softly grabbed his hands and started bandaging them, pressing small kisses on his knuckles.
After taking care of him, he grabbed his partner and carried him to a sofa near his office, placing a blanket on top of him and kissing his forehead, like it was the cherry on top.
— Boa noite meu amor, descanse e por favor não hesite em vir até mim se precisar de alguma coisa. — He whispered, and left the room to go back to his office.

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A few hours passed. Cellbit was still working on the enigmas, stress running through his veins. He was doing his best to not hit the table with his hand, so he didn't wake Roier up. He pinched his nose bridge, and spun his chair to go where his partner was resting.
He walked to him, footsteps and what sounded that could be small and barely heard sniffles were the only audible things around the Favela at that moment. The closer to Roier Cellbit was, the more sniffles he heard. He saw Roier, sniffling sitting up on the sofa where he was resting.
— Roier, está tudo bem? Por que você chora coração? Did you have a nightmare? — Cellbit spoke, making the other to raise his head startled. Roier shook his head and wiped his tears.
— Sorry... I just missed you and- — Roier choked on his own words, holding tears. Cellbit sat down next to him and pressed a kiss on his temple.
— Meu amor... eu disse-te para vires ver-me se precisas de mim, não me incomoda parar de trabalhar se for por ti. — He leaned Roier on himself, passing his hand through his hair.
— Go back to sleep again coração, vou ficar ao seu lado, ok? — Roier nodded, and allowed himself to move on top of Cellbit, placing his head on his lap.
— Eu te amo muito Roier. Você é a pessoa mais forte que já conheci em muitos anos. Descanse, sim? — He placed the blanket on top of Roier and petted his head slowly.

Roier fell asleep shortly after Cellbit came there, and so did Cellbit.

The end <3