𝐎𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐄𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 | 𝐁𝐨𝐣𝐚𝐧 𝐂𝐯𝐣𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜́𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ x.

𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫...

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It's been two very mentally draining weeks. I couldn't get myself to talk to anyone and avoided pretty much everyone. Well, except Max that I was living with.

My entire day pretty much consisted of just staying in my room having existential crisis.

I feel horrible about ignoring everyone and avoiding them and I know that I'm a horrible person I don't deserve anything nor anyone.

But the worst thing is that I ignored Bojan as well.

He didn't deserve it and I don't deserve him.

He deserves someone better, I hope he knows that because I'm not good enough for him and I don't think I ever could be. I'm afraid of takings risks, commitment and I push people away and instead of opening up I just build walls.

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"Sicilia I need your help!" I heard Max call out my name.

"What is it?" I shout following her voice enterimg her room where she sat on her bed with laptop in her lap.

She seemed excited so why does she need my help?

"You know how I applied for that exchange student program in my dance academy right?" She asked me still staring on the screen of her laptop with wide smile.

"Yes," I nodded.

"So they accepted!" She cheered.

"That's incredible Max! Congratulations," I walked to her bringing her into a hug stroking her back.

"I'm so happy for you," I added as we broke our hug.

"Thank you, but that's not all, they accepted me into two. One in France which already sounds magical and the second is in Slovenia where Oliver studies as well, he actually told me about the exchange program," she explained running her fingers through her hair sighing.

"And I'm guessing you can't decide," I said chuckling.

"Yeah, I was thinking about taking a trip to France and to Slovenia so I could sort of compare them," she explained.

"I think it's a good idea plus you will see what kind of people are there and just generally feel the vibe not just of the academy but the overall city,"

"Alright then, go pack we are leaving to Slovenia tomorrow and from there we will go to France,"

"What do you mean we?" I asked her laughing. There is no way I'm going to Slovenia or France at a time like this. I'm seriously not in a mood for taking trips and I'm sure I would only ruined it for her.

"Yes, we and don't you dare say no because you owe me!"

"Even if I were to go we can't just randomly fly to a different country?! Are you crazy?" I questioned her sanity. I'm sure she didn't even checked what airport where we will land at nor booked a hotel. To be completely honest I'm pretty sure we will end up in Croatia instead.

"The cheapest flight tickets were for tomorrow's flight so don't complain and go," she laughed.

"This isn't funny it's irresponsible," I argued. Sometimes I actually wonder in what kind of world does Max lives in thinking that it's completely fine to just suddenly leave everything for I don't even know how many days and be like 'that was a good trip'