Last night
Stiles POV
Stiles came late at home from work. Today he had much more to do on work so he went late home. When he unlocked the door he felt pain in his head. He knew it was a panic attack, but this once was heavier than ever. He felt so much pain, the only thing he saw was blackness. His head was going to explode. Then a sort of hallicination came in his head. He saw his mother. She said: 'Don't give up Stiles. If you go out this dark place, you will see how beautiful the world can be.' Stiles had little shocks and then it was over. He went to his bedroom and 'poffed' on his bed and fell asleep. Life was hard for Stiles since his mother died.
Dereks POV
I saw today a boy working in a store called 'Stilinskitre' . The boy was a little bit weird. I felt pain coming from the boy. Pain and sadness. He didn't even know why, but the boy was a little bit interesting and cute...but let the cute part sit. Since then I started to stalk him, I didn't knew his name or something, but I knew he needed help.
Next day
Dereks POV
So the next day I went to the shop again. This time (idk why but) I was going to the boy. The shop was normal, a little but stoffy, but it looked well enough. I think it was a bookstore combined with manga/anime stuffs. It looked awesome, I readed the title of the book 'Durarara' it seems like interesting, but this was not the time. The boy was buzzy with setting the books on the right place.
Stiles POV
It seems like that boy is stalking me or something. He cames every day in my shop. That's really weird. But he is interesting me. And it looks like he's strong ! Check those arms :0 But.. now the real question is it's the first time that he is looking around carefully and I don't know what to do. I'm a little bit nervous when he comes close to me in the shop. So I do like I'm buzzy. THEN HE SAYS HEY TO ME! My brain was like going to fly out of my head. And I said 'Hey' back on a normal tone, to not sound awkwardly. I was shying.
2 POVS
'Hey' Derek says. Stiles says it back. 'How can I help you?' Stiles asks.
I just wanted to look around and that sort of stuffs.'
What sort of things? He asks.
Things like uhh... japanese candy's!
Stiles frowns and says that they don't have it. Then Derek says:' Derek..my name is by the way Derek. '
'Stiles. Nice to meet you.' Stiles answers. And then Derek goes out of the shop and just walk around in the city. He thinks about Stiles.Dereks POV
So then he asked what sort of things I needed, I didn't knew he would ask that, because I didn't expect that. And then I was red like a tomatoe and said something like 'Japanese Candy' or something -.- I tought 'what is that for shitty answer'. I came to know his name so I changed the story and said my name, to know hims. Then I left, because I had nothing to do so yehh.. I'm walking around and I just can't stop thinking about Stiles.
The school bell rings finally Derek's pack is out! Erica and Boyd are holding hands. Isaac hums a music.
They're going to the Hale house. They life there, they can be dramatic and like an adult at the same time. The last time they didn't hear anyting for a long time from Derek. But they let him sit. Before, they did care about Derek when they heard nothing about him, they were worried , but now they know there's never an accident. Derek is an alpha.. so he can handle it. And if it's bad they will feel it. Erica says:' Come and get an ice cream.' Boyd and Isaac nods with they're heads. And they got to the ice cream shop. Then they chill around and around. When it's 8 o'clock they go to the Hale house. Isaac was sleepy so he'd get sleeping. Erica and Boyd watched tv. And then they got to the bedroom and sleeped with each other.Night
Stiles POV
Stiles gets late home and saw his dad laying on the ground. He has drinked to much. Stiles saw glass all over the ground. Little, little glasses.
I can't hold this anymore.' Stiles said and he got to his room. He sniffed...
'Stiles don't give up.' He heard his mother said. Stiles sniffer harder and harder, he felt so much pain that he screemed so hard that Derek heard that. Stiles screamed in pain and cryd laudly. But his father didn't hear him.
Then Stiles got a feeling like someone.. stoke a knife in his heart. He cryed it out, so much pain he had. This was like a nightmare panic attack. He saw black and felt down the floor.
When I woke up I felt pain on my chest. I was crying so much. I was a lonely sadass shit :'/
When I opened my eyes wide I saw that I wasn't home.
Where the fuck I am ?!
The bed was big and white it smells like freshness. And it was very clean...
My clothes were changed in some pyjama stuff or something I think.
When I stood up my head was heavy like hell and it hurted so much. Then I got to the door and opened it.
I saw the guy named 'Derek'. I couldn't say a word... because I was actually in shock.Dereks POV
I heard that scream it was night and raining hard. I heard Stiles. I had to help him. I had to! Then I runned out of the 'Hale' house and runned. Runned so hard and fast to Stiles home that I couldn't breath. I heard Stiles heartbeat slow down. Something bad happend. When I finally was there I climbed from a half-open window into the house. I was going to Stiles , I could smell him. The first thing that I noticed was that Stiles lays on the ground. He was not good and his father didn't care about him I think, so that's why I brought him home. His father were still laying drunky on the ground and he has his own problems, so yeh..
Then I got sleep too, so I sleeped in the other room. And I had cleaned the bed for Stiles before I layed him down at the bed. Lucky me that nobody has wake up and saw me with Stiles in my arm. Hours later Stiles suddenly wake up I think and now this happens... I was shying, when I saw Stiles half shocked looking at me...
The next thing that happend was... STILES FELL ON THE GROUND NOW I WAS SHOCKED. ONE MORE PANIC ATTACK...Stiles POV
My head bonked more. Then my eyes saw black and I felt something hard. The ground.
Author's Note
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Stay alive for Derek
FanfictionThis book is a book that is painfull. Stiles have panic attacks. The only thing that Stiles keeps alive is Derek.