Keeping myself on track to keep my pregnancy smooth sailing with no worries or stress, along with working was one heck of a job but I wasn't gonna give up. & it killed a lot of time.
Here I am five months pregnant and I had told my doctor I didn't wanna know my baby's gender I'm just gonna let it be a surprise.
I headed to the place I was gonna meet Gemma today but got one hell of a surprise when I saw Happy with her.
I sighed and shook my head before I carefully climbed out and headed inside.
I greeted Gemma and sat across from her ignoring Happy altogether.
"you seemed to just have popped overnight" she jokes.
"yeah, I know. I mean last you saw me I had a tiny bump now I am with a big bump" I say
"do you know what we are having?" Happy asked
I looked at him.
"we arent having anything. I am allowing it to be a surprise" I say
"That is my child whether you like it or not," he says
"I'm not gonna get in a fight and ruin this great peaceful journey I have," I say
"I have a right to know about my child," he says
"no. you lost that "right" when you opted to go for a piece of shit run away. who has probably done what she does best and that's run like a chicken shit. so you will never ever know shit about me or MY baby" I tell him
He glared at me but I didn't care.
"she did run away and she married Kohn. which I tried to tell Jax him saving her would be his biggest mistake but he didn't listen so now he's learning" Gemma says
I laughed at that.
after moving past that ordeal Gemma and I got to talking about different things we'd generally talk about and I knew she was avoiding asking about my pregnancy since Happy was there.
After saying our goodbyes we went different ways except for Happy he opted to follow me.
I sat in my car for a moment before I started it up and I left outta there not caring that Happy was pissed off at me for doing that.
I went home and parked in the garage before I headed inside after making sure that the garage door was shut.
When I was about to get into my everyday relaxing routine someone started banging on my door.
I got up and made my way over and sighed when I saw it was Happy.
"go home Happy. you have no business here" I say through my door.
"I have a shit load of business here. and I'm not leaving till I talk to you" he says
"then talk but I will not tell you shit about my baby or how I'm doing," I say
"why the fuck not?" he asked
"I've told you. and if I knew a different language I'd say it in that language." I said
"please. I wanna talk to you" he says
"you had made your bed and you'll have to sleep in it." I say
"I'm asking nicely Tyara," he says
"I don't care. I told you that day you didn't marry me, what would happen you didn't believe me so now you are realizing you lost someone very important to you. and that you'll not be in your only child's life due to your shitty choice" I say
he went to say something ut someone called him and he sighed in frustration before telling them he was on his way.
"goodbye, Happy. don't come back. I will not let you back in my life for you to fucking hurt me again. I gave you all my love and I thought you loved me but you showed me that day jsut how much I was mistaken." I say
"I'm coming back. and we'll talk" he says before he leaves
I sighed as I made sure he left before I went back to living life how I was before he followed Gemma here.
