Just a fan?(tom kaulitz)

Cheater

I woke up today with bills arms  wrapped around me. I rolled over to face him but he was already staring at me "you got a staring problem huh?" I asked smiling at him
"You're so pretty" he said not answering my question. I couldn't stop blushing I just turned around. Tom would say that but In  different way in a way that I wouldn't blush or with no emotional expression. Bill was always so sincere and he was only saying things that he meant.

I felt hand around my waist pulling me to him super tightly "oh you thought I can't see you blushing hm?" I looked him in the eyes "what?- no I'm not" I said in offensive way "yeah sure" we looked each other in the eyes and then I grabbed his face and peaked his lips. I could feel him smile through the kiss and it made me smile too "we should go to breakfast we're going to miss it" i said pulling out from the kiss
"Y-yeah" he said and watched my figure as I stand up from his bed. I was wearing a t-shirt and just my underwear. He couldn't stop watching me I just smiled for myself and closed the door behind me.

I decided to tease both of the boys today. I took too that was showing everything and a short skirt. I walked out from the bathroom and bill was looking for something in his suitcase. He then looked up at looked me up and down "shit" he mumbled under his breath but I could hear him "what, you like my outfit?" I said teasing him. He stood up from the ground and he came so close to me. He was really tall, talker than Tom i watched him as he stood over my body "you like teasing me don't you" he said and then he walked to the door. I followed him and we walked down to the cafeteria.

When we entered the cafeteria and I saw toms eyes immediately looking me up and down. Bill and I approached the table and I sat down and had Tom on one side of me and bill at the other. Me and bill were talking and we had few flirty moments and I could tell toms going crazy without even looking at him.

I suddenly felt hand on my thigh. I thought it was bill but it was tom. I was uncomfortable with him touching me. I tried to take his hand off of me but he squeezed my thigh even harder
"Tom let go" I whispered so no one could hear.
He totally ignored me he squeezed my thigh so hard that tear left my eye. He then stared rubbing it but in the most aggressive way he could. He started going higher I was now holding back my tears "your just like the man that raped me that night" it was all I could say. I felt his eyes on me and he immediately took his hands off of me.

Toms PoV
"Your just like the man that raped me that night" y/n said and I froze. What have I done again. I have no right to be mad at her she saw me cheating on her and I saw her walk down with my brother and the jealousy got the best of me. I always fuck things up because I'm jealous, I knew how she hates touching ever since she got raped and I still make her uncomfortable just for her to notice me I'm such a baby I hate myself.

Y/n PoV

I stood up from the table immediately and ran up to bills room. I heard someone run behind me I turn around to see bill "y/n wait please what happened?" He was worried and confused at once "I hate him, I hate him so fucking much" the emotions were just talking for themself "what happened what did he do" bill asked. Then I saw him behind bills shoulder
"Ask him I'm sure he will tell you he must be proud of himself "I looked him in the eyes but he immediately looks away "what did you do to her" bill stared getting mad "she's just making a big deal of it it was nothing"
My jaw dropped.

I opened the door to bills room and slammed it behind me. They opened second later with bill coming in "tell me what did he do now" he said "your brother is a freak bill he's playing with me like I'm his little toy.
He touches me when he wants he plays with my body like he wants he doesn't care if I say stop he just keep going until he wants" he stood there looking at me with anger filling him. I noticed him staring at my leg I looked down at it and saw bruises all over it "I'm sorry y/n I really am I should notice I'm so stupid please forgive me" he apologised for something he didn't do "bill I could never be angry at you for something you didn't have any control over he's just mad at me for dumping his ass but it's not your doubt that happened"