date •3/17/18•
*billies pov*I just got off the stage from my show in Atlanta, Georgia and it was so hyped. Tour has been really tiring and stressful but thank god I've had my best friend May on tour with me. She always with me, everywhere I go, I don't know what I would do without her. After every show we go out and just have fun and do our own thing which is usually being stupid. Right when I got off stage I ran into her arms and hugged her. I said, "I missed you!" she replied back, "I've been here the whole time, dummy." as she lets out a chuckle while hugging me back. I laugh back, "Yeah I know but still, I wish you could be on stage with me." i say with puppy eyes. May goes, "yeah me too, but you kill it on stage without me so you will be fine!" .
We head back to the hotel and we go into our room. We share one since I hate being alone. Besides she is my best friend, sleeping in the same bed with her is normal. I go into the bathroom to change my clothes since I have been really sweaty under everything. I push the door closed but it didn't go all the way. A slim of the door is left open. I can see in the crack may changing her clothes. I suddenly get a flustered feeling. I gulped loudly as I look her up and down. Even though we've been best friends since we were little, I've never seen her without anything. I like to give her space when she changes. I don't know why I'm so nervous, seeing her like this. She's my best friend, that's it...right?
*mays pov*
As I'm changing my clothes and billie changes hers i see her looking at me from the bathroom. I couldn't tell what she was feeling because her face looked shocked. I say, "hey! what you looking at dummy?" I laugh. Billie say's nervously, "oh, nothing" and she looks away but I still see her trying to look. I walk up to her in my shorts with my bra on. I say, "are you sure??" i twirl her hair. "you seem very nervous, why" she looked at my eyes then down at my bra then back at my eyes again. She says, "you make me nervous." I look at her up and down like she did me, she only had baggy shorts on with a bra too. I continue to say, "i make you nervous?" . she licked her lips while looking at mine and says, "yes you do." I knew she wanted to kiss me in that moment, cause I did too.*billies pov*
god i want to kiss her so bad. she is just looking at me, up and down then back to my eyes. I walk closer towards her and grab her waist. I say, "may, i don't think i feel for you the way a best friend should." She replies, "I don't think I do either." I smiled and said, " i really haven't for a while, I knew when we spent that night a couple weeks ago in the hotel." That night gave me a feeling I've never felt. Short story, we were both laying in bed looking at each other talking and just for the one moment we weren't talking I couldn't stop thinking about what she looked like underneath everything. My thoughts went places I didn't know they would go. May said, "yeah, that night i felt something too." She grabbed my waistband and pulled it to pull me in. She stared at my eyes and then my lips. She grabbed my neck with one hand and my waist with the other. I looked at her as we were not even an inch away. She said breathlessly, "can i?" I nodded, to whatever she was asking permission for I wanted.
She kissed me. I grabbed her waist and pulled it in to where our stomachs were touching. She backed up pulling my waist towards her, and sat back on the bed. I got on top of her, legs wrapped around her waist. We kept kissing, she was grabbing my back and slid down to my ass. I pushed her down by her shoulders, she slammed down on the bed. I backed up off the bed and grabbed her waistband. I looked up and asked, "is this okay?" She replied out of breath, "yeah" I pulled the waistband down to take off her shorts. Then I took off her panties. I grabbed her hand as I looked at her, and I went down. As I was eating her out all I hear is her moaning. I think to myself, I must be doing this right. She pulled my hair to lift my head and grabbed my chin. She pulled me back up on top of her to her lips. She kissed me.
*mays pov*
I pulled her away from the kiss. I signaled to scoot toward me. She looked confused. I said, "take off your shorts and panties and get on top of my head" she laughed and said, "okay, whatever you say." When she was finished taking them off she came over to where my head was. I grabbed her thighs and went for it. Billie threw her head back quickly. She let out a big moan and said, "holy shit". I asked, "do you want me to stop?" She said, "no, no keep going." while still moaning. She got to a point where she couldn't take no more and backed off. She went back to being over my waist and went in to kiss me. She leaned back and got off. I said, "what are you doing?" Billie said, "you want to keep going?" I said, "yeah, but only if you're up for it." She replied, "well this is my first time so I'm not that" before she could finish I say, "it's your first time?? and you're that good, shit." She laughed, "yeah it is, so I'm not sure how far I can go." I pulled her back on top of me and said, "do you wanna see?" She smirked, "okay, but only for a bit then we need to go to sleep. i have a show tomorrow and i have to be up at 7am and it's 12:30am already." I say laughing, "so come and make it quick" . She looked at me up and down and pinned me to the bed and kissed me.
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Fanfiction*this is all fake and not true scenarios!!* *this is also not a clean story!* *details and context are very much included!!!* billie eilish - 16 years old, lesbian may diaz - 16 years old, lesbian billie and may have been best friends since they w...