Behind Closed Doors

Call Me Back

~a week later~

*billies pov*

honestly i am falling for this girl. even though we have been best friends forever i still feel like it is new. no one knows yet about me and may. i can tell she is getting frustrated but she is acting like she isn't. i just honestly don't want press on our ass when all we're trying to do is have fun and see where it goes. i had a meet and greet to do so may waited on the side with my mom maggie. everytime i looked over at her she smiled. it was hard keeping focus when she was standing 5 feet away but i focused because i love my fans and they needed my full attention. one fan walked up to me and hugged me. she wanted to pose bending over in front of me for the picture. i said, "yes! this is my favorite shit oh my god." i started laughing. we took the picture with my hand on her ass bent over in front of me, very much touching my waist too. i smiled and stuck my tongue out. the fan seemed so happy, may not so much. when the fan left i look over and may rolls her eyes and leaves. I thought to myself, "why would she be mad?"

*mays pov*

I am really pissed. She took a picture with some girl bent over on her, that's gonna be on social media yet refuses to put us out there? it's so unfair. Instead of going off on her i walk away. About 15 minutes later when the meet and greet is over, billie came to find me. I was sitting on the couch in her dressing room with the door locked. She knocks on the door and says, "baby open it please." I widened my eyes and go open the door. I pull her in quick and locked the door behind her. I say, "what's wrong with you? you can't say that out loud." She looks at the floor then up to my eyes and says, "isn't that what you wanted? you're mad cause we're not out to the public aren't you?" I sigh and say, "yes and no! you did that picture with the girl right in front of me! that's gonna be out on insta yet you won't even tell anybody about us?" Billie slightly rolls her eyes. She says, "mama that's just a fan, everyone will know that because it was token at the meet and greet. and you know that i can't come out, not yet." I say aggressively, "what even are we??"

Billie's face changes... she rised her eyebrows up and then looked at me. She says, "i don't know. but i do know im falling in love with you, badly." My heart started to race as i slightly smiled. I reply, "im in love with you too." Billie smiled so hard all her teeth were showing. I said, "but i don't know if i wanna keep us a secret anymore. i want everyone to know you're mine." Billies face goes blank. She replies, "not yet, please i need time." I roll my eyes and walk out.

*billies pov*

it's been hours, she won't pick up. why won't she pick up? I go to my brother finneas and say, "hey, did you see where may went?? we kinda got into a fight and now she isn't answering." Finneas replies, "yeah i saw her outside waiting, then she went into a car. it looked like a black Tesla." I sigh and reply, "thank you so much." I don't know if that will help but I need to find her, im worried sick. I should have told her yes, I should have said that I'm ready to come out. Even though I'm not, for her it's worth it. I don't want to lose our relationship between me and may just because of this fight.

*mays pov*

I woke up and it is dark. I'm so tired, why am I tired? I don't recognize where I am. Someone walks up to me and gives me water. I look up and say, "where am i?" The lady replies, "you're in my hotel room. are you alright?" My heart starts racing, i jump up and sit straight on the bed. I say, "why am I in your hotel room?" She laughs although I don't know what's funny. She said, "you really don't remember baby?" WAIT... did she just say baby? what the hell did i do??? She tried to lean in for a kiss and i push her off. I get up but I'm only in panties and a bra. She looks confused and says, "sorry i just thought you were playing. you can leave if you want." I say fast, "yes I would like to. I'm sorry for whatever happened." I grab my clothes and run out, crying.  I get out and it seems I'm in our hotel still, thank god. I say to myself, good at least I know where I am now. But what will I tell billie? Should I tell billie? She obviously knows I'm gone, I have 25 missed calls from "baby". I'm so fucked....