I went back into the living room. Doni was still there, surprisingly. I went over to him and sat down on the couch next to him . He was asleep. I run my fingers through his curly brown hair. He pulled the covers toward him and squeezed them tight. I saw tears running down his face. I heard the sound of him breathing heavily as he started twisting and turning. I aggressively shook him awake. He quickly sat up and shrieked. "NOOOOOOOOO!!!". I quickly pulled him into a hug but he pushed me away. I fell off the couch and onto the floor. "Doni are you ok?" I asked. I'm so stupid. Doni's over here crying his eyes out and the first thing I ask him is if he's ok when clearly he's not. I got up and brushed myself off and sat at the end of the couch away from Doni so that he'd have some space. Doni had a terrified look on his face. He had both hands on his head and was rocking back and forth. I hated seeing him like this. I can't take it anymore. I went over to Doni and pulled him into another hug. This time he didn't push away but instead he hugged back. He buried his face into my chest and he had his arms around my neck. I pulled him even closer and held him tight. "Doni? You ok" I asked him. He looked at me and then looked away. He was silent for a few minutes but then he answered. "Yeah it was just a nightmare " he said. "You sure?" I asked as i put my hand on a side of his face. He looked at me again and smiled slightly. "Yeah im sure" he said. A single tear fell drom his eye. I wiped the tear away. "Im worried about you Doni. I really am" i said. "Im sorry Lynix im not trying to make you or anyone else worry. It really was just a nightmare" he said. "Doni. You're hiding something from me. I just know it. Its probably something personal. You dont have to tell me right away. But please, atleast when you're ready. Tell me. Im here for you man. I dont want you to suffer like this. I hate seeing you like this. So please, when you're ready, tell me whats going on with you" i said. Doni looked at me for a moment. He then put his hands on each side of my face and whiped away tears. I hadnt even realized i was crying. "Im sorry Lynix. You're right. It is something personal that i dont want to talk about right now. But i promise you, i will tell you when im ready" said Doni as he wrapped his arms around my neck again. "Really?" I said as i squeezed him tighter. "You'll be the first to know" he said. Our faches moved so close that our noses started to touch. My face started to heat up. I tried to calm myself down. Gosh! Why am i acting like this? We aren't even kissing. Either way i shouldn't feel this way...should i?I held him for about 3 hours. Then there was a knock at the door. I began to let go of Doni but he clinged on to me. I slightly blushed. There was another knock . Louder this time. "Who is it?" I yelled. "It's me Rage!" he yelled back. "Hold on I'm coming!" I yelled back. I have to go open the door for Rage but I don't want to leave Doni alone. I don't know what to do. So I quickly got up and opened the door. Rage stood there with four grocery bags. Two in one hand, and two in the other. "Lynix can you hurry up and let me in? These are starting to get real heavy" he said as he struggled to lift the bags. I hurried up and let him in. He walked quickly over to the kitchen. As I followed him, I turned back to look at Doni who was on his phone. He was also cuddling a little pushing. It was a cute sight. The plushie was kind of hard to see from afar. I saw a blur of yellow, blue, and black. I looked closer and what I saw was just unspeakable. Doni was cuddling a plush version of me! My eyes went wide and my face turned a deep red. I'm pretty sure i looked like a tomato. Why why why! Why is he holding a plush version of me? Where did he even get it from? And why did he want it in the first place? And why does it have to be me? I mean...I'm not that mad at it. I'm just a little ya know confused as to why it's there and why he's cuddling it. ...I'm delusional again. I just have to calm down. Then I saw Doni laughing at his phone. He must be watching one of his trolling videos. Specifically the ones with me in it mostly. You know that's got me thinking. Why does Doni mostly troll me? Doni was still looking at his phone until he looked up. He was looking directly at me. He had a confused look on his face. My face got red and I quickly ran into the kitchen where Rage was standing there waiting for me. I heard Doni chuckling and that made my face turn different shades of red. Why does he have to be so got damn cute all the time!? Rage was still standing there but he had his elbows propped up on the counter and his hands under his chin.
He looked at me smiling. "Gay panic huh?" he asked with a smirk. My face turned the deepest red you could even imagine. "WHAT!?!" I yelled out. Then I covered my mouth. "Lynix? Are you ok?" yelled Doni. " Yeah I'm fine " I yelled back. My heart was pounding so fast it didn't even make sense. Why did I react that way? Rage was laughing hysterically. "Chill man I was just joking" said Rage." Well it's not funny!" I yelled. I tried to take deep breaths to calm myself down. Once I was calm, I told Rage about Kiply's idea. "Of course this was Kiply's idea. You didn't even have to say who's idea it was you could've just told me the idea and I would've guess who's idea it was right away" said Rage. "Well yeah but it's still a great idea" I said. "I suppose? I guess?" said Rage. "What's in the bags?" I asked him. "Oh it's just some food that we could cook. Ya know since we're having this sleepover or whatever" said Rage.
We opened the bags and pulled out 5 packs of chicken, some cheese, macaroni, 4 gallons of different kinds of juice, and a blinder. "Wait, what's the blender for?" I asked Rage. He whispered into my ear. I smiled. Rage went to put the groceries up when I had the realization that Doni hasn't eaten anything since yesterday. I quickly ran past Rage slightly, bumping into him. I ran to the pantry and found some chips and cookies. People eat chips and cookies for breakfast right? I then ran to Doni who was still on the couch laughing. My heart was beating so fast I couldn't tell if it was because I was running or because of something else. When I reached him I hurried up and opened the bag of chips and cookies and gave them to Doni. He looked at me confused as I was panting out of breath from the running. "Sorry *pant* I couldn't get *pant* you a proper*wheez* breakfast" I said still out of breath. He looked at me for a moment and started laughing. My face turned a bright red. "Doni this isn't funny" I said. He was still laughing. "I'm serious Doni" I said. He kept laughing. "Doni can you stop being cute for once!?" I said not realizing what I said. I clamped my hands over my mouth and looked at Doni who was still laughing. Ok I don't think he heard me. I went back to the kitchen to talk to Rage. Then, there was a knock at the door.
