Idk why im still here when its clear im unwanted.
Guess i love too much guess im too attached.
But idk how to kill this part of myself.
i want to let go but idk how.
ive been hurt so many times by the same person but at the same time that person is also the one making me happy, albeit temporary.
i wanna get out but im trapped in my own insecurities that i would never find love again.
but is there still love in this place, in his arms?
Is it worth it to bear this pain?
Is it worth it to hold on tight when he already let go?
I should leave.
Before i die completely, i should pack my bags and go.
but my heart is chained, and he has the keys.
I will suffer more, in the hopes that he is my happy ending.
