God's Angel >(Chris Brown Story)<

Ain't no place better then home

Now live tonight on E news the singer/movie actor Chris Brown has made a confession on social media this week. Brown penned a mini-novel on instagram earlier today about fame, being "petty" and causing his own bad karma. Based on the post, the 26-year-old father can't find the answers he's looking for. "I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that," he writes. "Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see.   

"I talk to God a lot now & i wanna get close to him," continues the "Loyal" singer. "He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts because of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it because of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff because I know what it's like to be a young black 'nigga' in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag."

The Virginia native is ready to switch it up, "surrender to life and all its blessings" and lay low. "I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY!". Well that's a shocking confession & I wish breezy all the best, am Tamia Jacobs reporting live from Los Angeles goodnight.

I shake my head as I turn off the tv, got off the coach pick up my keys from on the table & headed straight to door. Am going back to the one place i know i can feel & stay humble.

Mama J POV

After i saw the news the only thing i could think off was calling my baby, he must be in his feelings. Mama J are you okey you look kinda worried Chanel said, Ohh Chanel am calling my baby Chris but he's not answering. Awww Mama J am sure he's fine & don't forget time difference between V.A & L.A. I sigh Chanel maybe your right, you planing on staying the night i got the guest room all set up, Chanel scrunch up her face since when? since last week i just have this feeling that Chris is coming home so i thought i would set up the guest room for whenever you decide to sleep here. But I love sleeping in Chris room "she pouted"Girl what are you five! Chanel giggled "Fine" but if anything happens to crawl on me in middle of the night mama j i swear am calling the cops, call the cops FOR WHAT to arrest a damn bug, tree or a invisible man! Girl you better get your ass to bed. Mama J no cursing, ohh damn am sorry, Chanel turn around & watch me while walking up the stairs, I face palm my forehead for what I just said sorry baby goodnight, good night mama j Chanel said. I watch as she walked up the stairs & I thought to my self look how I raise a young girl to a mature women, even dow were not blood related i love her just the same as my baby Chris. I wonder where my baby is?

Chris POV

I've been driving for a day & half & i finally made it to my destination, I park in the drive way & cut off the ignition to my lambo. I sat in m car & admire my momma's house its the same way i left it, then i started to remember the times my momma would make feel like i was god's special gift from above & how she would cook me some Bomb ass food, how i would sneak up a second plate of food in my room without getting caught. I chuckled to myself. As i got out of my car i didn't notice i was park next to another car, i guess i was so caught up in my feelings i didn't realized i parked next to a gold audi S7 2015 with tinted windows, i did a double take to see if my vision was seeing right. "DAMNNNNNNN" i said to myself. I know the money i send my momma ain't enough to afford this shit & she damn sure ain't selling drugs i thought to myself. I walked up to the door & thought about knocking, ahh hell nahh i said to my self this my house. I took the key from under the flower pot & open the door , I walked straight to the kitchen open the fridge to see if my momma left some left over food. BINGO i said to my self as i was about to set the plate on the island counter the lights flicked on. Boyyy dont you know I coulda tazed your ass coming in my house at 3am like a damn thief, i chuckled sorry momma i didnt mean to scare you & since when you got a tazer? since the day Chanel broke into my house. The hell? Who the hell is Chanel? that's a story for another time she said, momma ain't you gonna come gave your baby a hug, she cross her arms & raise her eyebrow i raise mine back. Boyyy come gave your momma a hug she smiled, i missed you so much Christopher she said as we hug me too momma me too.