K:Well Mama?
C:King I Told You My Answer.
K:Mommy Doesn't Know Your Answer Though.
C:She'll Find Out Soon Enough.
K:When's Soon Enough?
C:When She Breaks Things Off With Shad. *Looking At Erica*
K:Oh Okay. Well Mommy You Better Get To Breaking Things Off.
E:*Looking At Cyn* I Know Chubby. How About You Go Upstairs Right Quick.
K:Okay Mommy. And Then Can We Go Out For Ice Cream?
E:Sure Chubby.
He Walked Upstairs And Me And Cyn Sat In Silence. She Wasn't Gonna Say Anything So I Know I Had To. I Got Up And Started Walking Over To Cyn And Hugged Her From The Back. She Tensed Up.
C:Erica Stop. We Are Not Having A Repeat Of Last Night.
E:Oh Come On Cyn. I'm Not Gonna Try Anything With You. Even Tho You Loved What Took Place Last Night.
C:How Bitch How? You Practically Raped Me Erica
E:Yea. But You Still Loved It Cause You Didn't Stop Me Once I Got Started.
C:Whatever.
E:Yea Whatever. Sooo About What King Said...
C:What Did King Say?
E:Really. About Us Getting Back Together. *Still Holding Cyn*
C:I Said My Answer. Once You Break Things Off With Shad We Can TRY To Work On Things. Your Gonna Have To Work On Some Things Erica And Get My Trust Back Cause I Ain't Beat For All The Lying And Cheating And The Un loyalty.
E:I Understand Cyn
C:No You Dont. That Means Getting Your Shit Together, Stop Treating Me Like You Never Loved Me. That Means Act Like Your Taken And Stop Being A Crazy Person.
I Just Looked At Her Because She's Right.
E:So When I Get My "Shit" Together, We Can Be A Family Once Again?
C:Not Right Away Erica. And Like I Said, Earn My Trust Back Because I Am In Love With You Still And I Can't Let You Go, I Don't Wanna Let You Go, Its Just Hard *Voice Cracking* .
E:No Cyn Don't Cry. What's Hard?
C:Trying To Love Someone Who Doesn't Love You Back.
E:Cyn I Do Love You, I'm Still In Love With You. Yea I Did Some Fucked Up Things To You In The Past But That Was Just My Way Of Coping With Things. But I'm Ready To Put All Of That Aside.
C:You're Ready To Put That Aside?! You Don't Have To Put Nothing Aside, I Do. Erica You Humiliated Me On National Television And Thought It Was Okay. *Pushing Her Off* You Put Your Hands On Me On National Television. Why Would You Do That,Knowing You'd Make Me Feel How You Felt When Raul Did All That Shit To You?!
I Just Sat There And Listened To Everything Cause She's Right. When She Said What Happened With Raul I Started To Tear Up.
E:Cyn I Know. And I'm So Sorry Baby Please Forgive.
C:Erica Don't Call Me That Just Yet. Ive Been Forgave You. I Just Need Some Time Erica.
E: That's All I Ask
C:Okay. And In The Mean Time, You Need To Head Over To Shads.
E:Ugh. I Know. I'm Going Now. Tell King I'll Be Back.
C:Okay Bye.
E:Bye. I Love You Cyn
C:Mmm You Too.
I Left Out The House And Headed Over To Shads. I'm Honestly So Greatful That Cyns Giving Me Another Chance. I Honestly Don't Think I Deserve One. But I Am Glad. But I Know I'm Gonna Have To Put In A lot Of Man Hours To Get Cyn Back But I'm Willing To Do Anything For Her.
I Pulled Up In His Driveway.
E:*Sighs* Here We Go...
I Got Out The Car And Walked Up To The Door And Started To Knock But Then I Remembered This Was Once Gonna Be My House So I Just Walked In. I Had Passed By His Mother On The Couch Sleeping And Headed For The Basement.
As I Got Closer I Heard Moaning. I Bust That Door So Fucking Wide Open And Seen Him And No One Other Than Jhonny Fucking Blaze. I Grabbed A Pan And Turned Some Grits On And Started Beating The Fuck Out Of Them.
E:REALLY SHAD?! WE HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN BROKEN UP YET AND YOU FUCKING HER? She Started To Run Away. YEAH RUN AWAY HOE, YALL GOT THIS GARAGE SMELLING LIKE ASS AND SARDINES..
After She Left He Wanted To Act Buck Wild By Tryna Hit Me. Oh Hell No Fuck No Bitch. He Tried To Punch Me But Missed Then Tried To Kick Me But Missed Then Tried To Get Me In The Head Lock But Missed Again. Damn Nigga.
So After He Tired His Self Out I Got Him In The Headlock.
E:Really Bow. This What The Fuck We Doing Now?
S:Erica Let Me Go So We Can Talk This Out.
E:Hell Nah So You Can Jump Crazy? And Ain't Shit To Talk About. Me And You Are Over And This Fucking Engagement Is Too Pussy Ass Nigga. I Can't Believe I Fucked With Yo Shrimp Dick Ass Anyway.
S:Fuck This.
He Bit The Shit Out Of My Arm. Luckily We Were In The Kitchen. I Grabbed That Pot Of Grits, Punched Him In His Dick. Yes Dick, He Ain't Got Balls. And He Cried Like A Bitch And I Threw That Hot Ass Pot Of Grits On Him And Bitch When I Say He Cried, I Mean Boohoo Cried.
I Left His Ass Twitching Just Like Cyn Had Him And Got The Rest Of My Shit. Including All the Money I Gave Him. I Cleared Out His Bank Account Too And Took Back My 200,000 Dollar Car And Thought Maybe I Should Give It To Cyn But Then I Knew She Was Gonna Be Pissed About Me Giving Her A Hand-Me-Down So I Left And Had Some People Tow The Car To The Dealer And I Got My Money Right Back In Cash.
Now That Everything's Done, Imma Head Back Over To Cyns To Take My Family Out For Ice Cream And Start Working On Getting My Girl Back And I Know The Best Way To Do It.
