to protect you till the end || uzuzen || DEMON SLAYER ||

Look and Find

Zenitzu is crying, its driving him crazy,its hurting him,he clench his fist

"What do you want from me!!"
He shouted

'i hate it what really with that dream first its bothering me,and then feeling these feelings?! What really do you want, Zenitzu from the past who are you!!! And what do you really want me to remember, who do you want me to remember?!'
zenitzu though

Meanwhile nezuko is walking at the hallway until she hear a shout from a room,she walk to it and look she widen her eyes,seeing zenitzu crying and looks scared,she felt bad for him
She walk towards to him but zenitzu is not paying an attention so he didnt notice it,nezuko sat beside zenitzu
"What happen??" She ask
But then he space out,nezuko look at him then notice he isnt in a good condition,she hugged zenitzu,but zenitzu dont mind or even look who is it
"look for the past zenitzu,and find it"
She said and then she leave the room

'look and find..? Who?? Who should i find?' he though to him self
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With tanjirou,inosuke and nezuko
"Oniichan you're  aware right about him" nezuko ask, tanjirou cant lie cuz its really obvious in his face.
"Yes i am, and i am worried to happen it again i dont want us to see him again to die..." Tanjirou said in a sad tone "and beside of that how can we tell it to him??" " Should we ask him to have a little conversation??" Inosuke middled in the conversation "you have a point inosuke but what if,zenitzu lost his mind?"tanjirou said"well thats have a chance that he will believe us but the negative thought of him is eating him,when i was looking at the hallway earlier zenitzu shout and crying look so scared and spacing out he didnt even bothered to look at me he dont mind" nezuko said,tanjirou says "we should make a move,or else it will get more worrieddable thing", after a conversation they walk, and go home
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The next day
Zenitzu didnt come to school, tanjirou got worried and desided to go to the teacher's office,
He knock at the door and looked so gloomy, he at everyone,there's no mistake he know them
"Kamado my boy what do you want?? Come in!" Renguko said while smiling
"Good morning everyone,and thank you renguko san but i want the all of us to have a conversation since we know it and regain out memory" tanjirou said and look at everyone in the room seriously"ara~ kamado kun what is it??" Shinobu ask "is it something serious?? Tanjirou?" Giyuu ask him but nothings change for who he is in the past he still like that"ara~? Tamioka san you dont have friend as always even in the past Tamioka san" shinobu pissing giyuu off,giyuu didnt even response 'why did i even got reincarnated' he thought to himself
"Heyy brat spill it out what is it??" Sanime ask "ohh rightt...well its about zenitzu,we all know that he is still the one that didnt remembering h past"tanjirou said"and what we need to do with it??" Sanemi ask" he looks like in pain,he even not in a good condition,he is spacing out and not paying attention to others i am worried" tanjirou said " well base on you, i think there is something, there is a chance that maybe he is regaining a memory" shinobu said,well what are we expecting from a doctor in the past???" She have a point"renguko said "but there is a chance he'll remember him" renguko added his sentence, everyone silent " what are we gonna do?? Should we make a move??"tanjirou ask and look worried
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Zenitzu's POV
i didnt come to school,cause i feel so weak to get up from my bed and i didnt even eating last night until not, i dont have an appetite to eat,what i was thinkin' is who should i look and find for?? And what im going to do to those word...ahh..i feel so tired i want to sleep but what if those nightmare showed up again in my dream, i look at outside of my window ohh and its raining and even have a thunder and lightning was there is a storm?? But the news didnt mention it, should i bathe in the rain?? Its not like i will got hit by a lightning tho,i decide to get up to my bed even so my feet is felt so numb,i get a jacket from my cabinet and go out side, and its raining heavily i also want to eat something so i walk to the street and look if there is a near convinience store but there is nothing, im really wet from the rain, i saw a tree and walk toward to it and sat at the ground
" Its peaceful here"
I tell to my self
I felt like someone is in my back and staring at me...so i look at my back..i was right there is a person and holding an umbrella but i cant see his face but be have a short white hair its looks so smooth he is even tall but why is he staring at me??

"Look for it zenitzu"
The guy said it,enough for me to hear it,and then he leave
But there is something inside me to chase after him,my heart is beating so fast its telling me that i know this person i know him for a long time my body is trembling and my eyes are getting to blurred i was going to cry??? Again??

"W-wait!, Perhaps do i know you?!" I shouted to him,i can see him he really far, i decided to get up and run after him, my heart saying dont lost him again?? Who is he?? Why i even curious?? His far and i cant catch up to him, just please who are you as my tears starts to fall i look around he isnt here anymore, i kneel into the ground so dissapointed,there is nothing i can do i want to go home now

When i got home, i felt so tired and my body is getting hot so i wash up my body and go to my bed again..and again i didnt eat...its really a bothered some,do i know him..ughh...i dont want to think of it..im tired,i want to sleep