3:00am|| nick

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Nick's pov:

three forty two in the morning. people say you shouldn't make drastic decisions late at night.... early in the morning?  I'm going to say late at night being I haven't fallen asleep.

comment after comment. repost after repost. I took the pictures down cause I didn't like them why can't people respect that.  this type of stuff makes me want to delete social media and live off the grid.

ping!
[@/sturniolostan77 mentioned you in a post]

[ @/ Nicolassturniolo  whyd you delete this you look so good!]

"okay but I didn't feel like it... god people act like they never regretted a selfie"  I reported the post for spam and removed my tag as if it would do something. after that it got worse.

a week later people began spam tagging me in the picture asking about it... why can't people just respect my decision. it's not that big of a deal that I deleted a picture.

on top of that people are calling me a jerk for removing my tag on a fan post... excuse me???

it's once again three in the morning. I feel the need to check social media for five hundredth time today. so I opened my dm requests on instagram.... cause why not.

that was a dumb idea.

"UGH" I slammed my phone onto my nightstand and fell on my back onto my mattress.

I spent the rest of the night crying over faceless accounts sending death threats and many leaked info about me.

I didn't think I was crying loud... actually I know I wasn't crying loud. I trained myself to be a silent crier.

Chris walked in. "bruh you're not gonna believe what Matt just told me"

"what" I acted as if nothing happened

"were you crying?"  "what no"  "dude your face is red your pillow is wet and your voice is all wobbly.... you were crying"

"shut up"  "whatever ...do you need to talk?"

"do you ever wish we never started social media"  "sometimes... like when I read fanfic"

he shook his body like he had flash backs to world War 2 or something.

"I mean more in the sense of all the comments and all that"   "i mean yeah but I think you just gotta realize we're doing what they can't" he said jokingly and laughed.

it made me feel lighter about the situation... I guess but I did end up taking a break from posting and being in the videos.

after a while I came back but this time I spent less time in the comment section

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LA FIN


short and simple to start this book
usually I write 800-2k word oneshots but I'm tired rn

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