Three weeks. That's how long since Colby tried kissing me. Three weeks since he called me a bitch. And I can't help but miss him.
"You okay, Cheybear?" Renee asked me as I blanked out of our conversation.
"I miss him, Re" I whispered quietly
"Chey, just go talk to him. Explain why you were acting like that, he'll understand." She said nudging my arm
Letting out a sigh I nodded waving a small goodbye and I was off to find Colby. After a good 10 minutes I found him leaning against a crate with his ear buds in as he stared at the cement wall. Walking up slowly to him a gently tapped his shoulder causing him to jump and spin towards me.
"What do you want?" He scowled
"To talk. Please"
"You got 2 minutes."
"5" I quickly said causing him to sigh
"Fine hurry up I got to be at the gorilla in 10 minutes"
"I know three weeks ago in my little area thingy I was being a bitch its just that's how I push people, mostly guys, away. Early when you had tried to kiss me I freaked, it happens often. You had just gotten out of a relationship and I felt that I was going to be a rebound. Also I wanted to be friends a little longer before jumping into something bigger." Letting out a breathe that I was holding I looked up towards Seth realizing now that the whole time I had been staring at the ground.
"I was thrown off by it thats why I called you a bitch. These last three weeks I had to think and kind of figured I had scared you off and Im sorry for that."
"I was being a bitch" I sighed
"I was rushing it" He chuckled
"Now i'll give you a hint, if your going to love me, love me like you mean it"
He smiled that smile before grabbing me into a hug nuzzling his face into my neck kissing it lightly. Smiling I squeezed him close before we both pulled away.
"Uh Seth you need to get to the gorilla like now" I said causing him to freak and run down the hall waving goodbye
God what is he doing to me?
