Are we meant to be?

Episode 4

I arrived at his house knocking on the door I then heard foot step coming towards the door I was expecting it to be him but I was surprise to see Mrs Kim she give me a big smile she probably does not know what I did to her son "hi Mrs Kim can I come in" I ask her "sure Tae is in his room if he ask for me tell him I am going to the supermarket" she said before leaving.

I walk up the stairs to Taehyung's room I knocked on the door only to hearing a small come in opening the door I can see him sitting on the bed with his knees to his chest just lost in his thoughts I walked towards him sitting on the bed and he didn't even notice that I was sitting there until I said "baby" in the most gentlest voice.

 I can see how his body tense up at the sound of my voice and he backed away from me wow that really hurt he does not even want to be close to me "baby I'm guessing you saw the video" I said "I am so sorry there is no words to express how sorry I am I don't even know what to say" I said but he just stayed quite looking at the blanket on the bed "Tae baby" the silent is killing me why isn't he saying anything "Tae please just talk to me" I said while grabbing his hand.

He just pulled it away and got up from the bed walking over to the table in the room he took a deep breath before saying "what do you want me to say" he turned around now facing me "it's not like my boyfriend of 3 years was having sex with someone else the boyfriend who said he loves only me, the boyfriend who told his girl friend that his mom was sick so he couldn't come over, the boyfriend who was so busy fucking some girl didn't even realize his boyfriend standing by the door of the bedroom seeing everything" he said and that when I realized what he said.

"You saw us" I ask "I couldn't even stop it or confront you about it I was so shocked so hurt that I saw my boyfriend having  fucking sex you didn't even notice me you just continue what you was doing you fucking lied to me and slept with her and your only here because of the video cause if that video was not posted you would of never had the heart to tell me that you fucking cheated on me "he said as tear rolled down his cheek.

"Baby am so.." "DON'T FUCKING CALL ME BABY YOU WAS NOT CALLING ME BABY WHEN YOU WAS FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE you was not calling me that when you were destroying my heart" he shouted he took a deep breath before walking towards me dropping something on the bed I looked to see it was the necklace I give to him on the first date we went on "I'm done with you with IU and with this whole situation I just can't do this anymore" he said quietly.

I quickly got up from the bed standing in front of him "don't say that Taehyung I can't lose you please I love you I maid a mistake one dump stupid mistake but can  you please forgive me" I said grabbing his hand and this time he didn't pull away "don't say you love me when you really don't cause if you really did love me you won't have hurt me like you did and that not a mistake you  don't mistakenly put your dick in someone's pussy " he said look down "that not true and you know it I didn't mean to hurt you and I'm sorry" I said.

"It does not matter anyways we're done you are all hers now I'm sure she will be glad to hear that" he finish still looking down "Tae please I can't lose you I just can't please look at me tae" I said "I can't look at you without seeing you and IU having sex" he said and even if I just wanted to look into his brown eyes I understand "tae please give me a second chance"

I ask him hoping and praying he does "why did you do it jungkook was I not good enough were you bored of me" he said taking his hands away from mines with tears filled in his eyes I wanted to answer him but I just cant cause I don't even know why I did what I did.

He just nod his head like accepting everything before walking to his door "I want you to leave"   he said "taehyung just lis...." "just leave please Jungkook just leave please" he said cutting me off I slowly walked to the door "I love you taehyung I always did and I always will" I said before leaving his room  

I can't believe what I did to tae I will never be  able to forgive myself