Suicidal attempt and almost suicide

Suicidal attempt and almost suicide part 2

Hikaru's POV

As soon as my twin walked downstairs I went into my bathroom and grabbed my knife ready to cut yet again. To me it felt better to cut then to tell my feelings to my own twin. I started cutting another 5 deep cuts on my wrist and screamed slightly not noticing that I left the door open knowing it at first till now. I then covered my mouth and dropped my knife. Blood was dripping onto the floor. It was sad that I was doing this considering I would never do this to myself at all but ended up doing so thinking no one cared but people did care. I slowly start to cut my neck so that I could have an attempt of pulling my vocal cords out and well I ended up cutting deep enough so that my vocal cords were shown. And to my surprise I still stand alive. I quickly grabbed medical bandages and wrapped one around my neck and one around my wrist then put on my clothes before running downstairs to my twin. "Hikaru. Your being slow. Hurry up.' Came the sounds of my twins voice as I reached him.
We then both walked off to the school. It was gonna be a busy day.

Kaoru's POV

Something's really wrong with my twin. He has a bandage around his neck. I hope he'll be okay cause it doesn't seem like he's fine at all today. Or it's just me. Cause well he still seems all cheered around me like a pup to see his owner like the bosses dog Antonine. She's so attached to the boss and well that's what's happening with me and Hikaru right now. Hikaru's the pup and I'm his owner. I guess. But things could get worse. He could be jumping on me right now but oh well. I'll ask him what's up when we get to the host club.