why did you? (islamically)

is she okay?

Sarah looked perfectly fine she looked after Aisha's baby. The baby was named rabia and after a long time rabia looked so happy

Sarah didn't look sad she looked rather happy

She started taking rabia out every single day and spent time with her

Dad: Is she okay

Ismail: I don't think so

Abu: But she

Dad: I know she is happy and smiling she didn't even cry

Ismail: I have a feeling that she is not doing okay

Dad: same

Abu:Same

Sarah: Dad me and rabia are going out

Dad: Okay, have fun

Rabia and Sarah are in picnic they both have so much fun. Sarah was taking lots of pictures and enjoying her moment

Rabia got tired and fell asleep

The sun was setting as Sarah looked at the sun. Tears fell from her eyes. She didn't want to look weak she felt so hopeless she missed her child so much she wanted to hang out with her and have fun with her, but what could she do

She looked at rabia and said, " At least I have you without you. I would have been super lonely. You at least brighten up my day

" I love you, rabia. I wish you and her could have met and become best friends and also sister, I know you guys would have an unbroken bond, but you will meet her in heaven she is waiting for us.

Sarah was crying and crying. It started to get dark, and rabia also started to wake up and said "mama"

This word made Sarah cry, and it was a happy tears. Now she knows how it feels to be called mom and its euphoric, a feeling that you can't describe a feeling that makes your heart warm, a feeling that you would want to feel forever

And that was the moment that Sarah decided she would become her mom. She would take care of her as she would take care of her own daughter

They both left home.

Dad: You came late

Sarah: Sorry, dad

Dad: Ibrahim called and asked if he could stay here tonight as he is busy

Sarah: Yeah, it's fine she will sleep with me

Dad: Okay, good night, princess and my little princess

Sarah: Good night, dad.

Sarah and rabia played until rabia fell asleep

Sarah couldn't sleep she was thinking about her child, her first child, the kid she loved, like she never loved anyone, the kid that she loved before she even saw

She cried. In a low voice, her heart was burning she didn't like the feeling of her missing her child and everything

And what hurts the more is that Ibrahim didn't care about it

She felt disgusting for loving him. How could she love someone like him

Since everyone fell for someone wrong, he is the wrong one for her. If you told her in the past that her husband is like this and she would lose her child, she would laugh at your face .

Sarah doesn't know how to describe her feelings she just hates herself she believes it's her fault if ONLY  but she knows at some point of her life something like this would happen since its her fate.

She isn't okay. She wants to look like she wants to be the old her she wants her heart to be full of happiness, but you don't know what happiness is u till you experience sadness, you can't make a beautiful painting with just white you also need red black and different emotions colour to make it beautiful right, you need to use the white and black piano to make good music right.