Atlantis- Ran H.

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'Cause in my heart and in my head
I'll never take back the things I said
So high above, I feel it coming down
She said, in my heart and in my head
Tell me why this has to end
Oh, no, oh, no

This is how it ends. Years of love and joy, destroyed in one night. How could I have ever thought that we would get a happy ending......

"How could you do this to us?" I ask with shaking breaths. My heart hammering in my chest so loud you can hear it breaking into pieces.

"It's just not working anymore. It hasn't been for a while and you know that." The nonchalant tone makes me what to cry but I can't. Not yet.

I can't save us, my Atlantis, we fall
We built this town on shaky ground
I can't save us, my Atlantis, oh, no
We built it up to pull it down

"No I didn't know that. You haven't told me anything lately. For weeks you have been to busy to even call, just fucking texts that you aren't dead in a god damn ditch. I have done everything to make you happy, and this is how you repay me? A women in our bed? The bed we lay in." The cracking of my voice is shattering. 

"You do to much. This was never meant to last this long. You nag to much." 

"Too much? So I should've just not gave a fuck? That's rich. I hope it was worth it Ran. I hope she was worth the 12 years of love I gave you. Fuck you Haitani. Take your fake love and choke on it." 

Now all the birds have fled
The hurt just leaves me scared
Losing everything I've ever known
It's all become too much
Maybe I'm not built for love
If I knew that I could reach you, I would go

"I did love you at first. I promise I did, but love dies. We built this relationship on teenage hormones and the fact we grew up together. Get over it." That was when the water works started. Tears flood my face. He was right though we grew up together, him, Rin, and me. We were together constantly from childhood years. Depending on each other with no family. But I know my love for him was real. I had felt it since I was 10 years old. 

It's in my heart and in my head
You can't take back the things you said
So high above, I feel it coming down
She said, in my heart and in my head
Tell me why this has to end
Oh, no, oh, no

"It's over, just go." He let's go of everything. No emotions showing. 

"19 years of my life I have wasted loving you. I have loved you since I was 10 years old. I just don't understand how you can just throw it all away. I never knew love could change this fast. I hate you for doing this to us, to me." I finally let the truth out. He had no idea I fell in love with him when we were that young. 

The look in his eyes now in this moment, it's all sinking in. He feels the pain now, the regret is setting in. Too bad that I can't save us.

Yeah, we build it up and we build it up
Yeah, we build it up to pull it down
And we build it up and we build it up
And we build it up to pull it down
I can't save us, my Atlantis, we fall
We built this town on shaky ground
I can't save us, my Atlantis, oh, no
We built it up to pull it down

-Seafret

"Goodbye Ran. I hope I never see you again." I turn and walk out as the tears had started pouring out of his beautiful wisteria eyes. The last time I will ever see those eyes and they never looked as breathtaking as they do now full of the pain he made me feel.

Who knew that love could turn to hate so fast. 

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