Failure.

Hesitation

POV: ???
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I didn't mean to tell him.
she trusted me so much, would she ever speak to me again? I'm not sure. I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me.
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September 24th, 2010
"I cant do this." She'd say. "Are you saying your backing out? this is your chance, Kamilah!" Kamilah shifted her weight from one leg to another, fidgeting with her phone charm.
"Are you planning on waiting another century?" Said Mila teasing . "I don't want to just.. ask him now. I want to build a relationship first.." she said, as she turned away. She had been waiting for so long to ask this boy out, though, he really wasn't all that she had made him seem to be. "You had planned out what you were going to say and everything! Your reconsidering?" Said Mila, grabbing Kamilah's hands trying to refocus her attention. "I- yes. I don't want to be too pushy."
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"I guess your right."
Mila releases Kamilah's hands.
"Let's go find Layla and Sophia, we can try to build this "relationship" later on." Said Mila as she turned away from the noisy crowd behind them. Kamilah had glanced over her shoulder before following in behind Mila, gazing at.. someone. she quickly turned to leave noticing Mila is far ahead of her.
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"Hey! Sophie!!" Shouted Mila.
Sophia had been talking to someone, but she turned around to the call of her name.
"huh?" She'd say, in a puzzled tone.
Mila raced up to Sophia and embraced her, the person she was talking to seemed to start looking uncomfortable. "I see your busy, I'll catch you later Sophia." They'd say, and off they were. Kamilah had just arrived behind Mila, "who was that?" She asked. "Oh him? That's Chase." She said. "We had just become friends a few weeks ago!" Mila released Sophia, raising an eyebrow to her response. "A few weeks ago? And I haven't heard about this!" Sophia snickered at her remark. "So, Kami, have you asked Kian out?" Said Sophia eager for an answer. "U-uh.. no. But! I plan on becoming friends with him first." She
said nervously. "What?? You said you were for sure asking him out today." Surprised as Sophia was, she knew there was a chance Kamilah would back down, but she would never tell her that. 

"I know but I second guessed myself." Kamilah said. "Well what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be introducing yours-" then Mila cut her off. "Actually we were gonna come and find you and Layla before that! Speaking of Layla where is she?" Sophia didn't appreciate being cut off like that.  "She's in the courtyard brushing up on some math.. she has a quiz this Friday." Said Sophia. "Well let's go find her!" Mila then grabbed Sophia and Kamilah's arms, racing towards the courtyard.