i only care about you

Confused

I have a date!
Well i don't know with who, i was kinda forced by some of my friends to try this app where you fill in your interest and then when you get matched with someone and you can start talking. No names or photos attached so it's safe to use without having catfishes.

Especially Georgia pushed me to do this, she knows i have a crush on lucy and she hopes i get over it this way, i surely know I won't but it's worth trying i guess.

One evening i was just arrived home after having dinner at lucy's when i got the notification that i matched with someone. I opened the app and we started talking.

Me- hi! How are you?

Anonymous- I'm good! You?

Me- I'm fine, what brings you to using this haha?

Anon- just trying to get over someone I can't have, you?

Me- yeah same actually. Not that it's gonna work but it's worth trying.

I feel like we instantly click. I talk to her most of the time and definitely more than i should. But it isn't really helping. Every Time I see luce my heart still flutters. But it's just a matter of time i guess.

One thing is weird tho; she doesn't respond in the evening from about 4-7.30. she must have work then or something. It's not like I'm gonna respond then either way. Around those times I'm always at lucy's house having dinner. The same routine everyday and I don't mind it.

After talking for about 3 weeks now we decide to meet up in the park.

I suggested meeting at half three in the middle of the park.

I decided to wear a simple outfit; a lair of air forces and a pair of shorts and a simple sweater.

I decide to just walk to the park since it's only a couple minutes from my house.

I sit down on a bench round the fountain and wait.

It's 2.25 now and I'm starting to get nervous, what if dhe recognises me?

15 minutes later and i decide to text her to see where she is but she doesn't reply. A minute or so later i see lucy wandering around the park.

Keira- HEY LUCE!!

Lucy- hey kei! What you doing here?

Keira- oh uhm you know those blind date apps? I tried one and I'm here to meet someone. Not really a date tho.

Lucy- ohh okay.

Keira- what are you doing here?

Lucy- uhm just going for a walk.

Keira- ohh and you didn't even invite me? Rude.

Lucy- welk it's not like you could go with me it seems.

Keira- well i don't thinks she's coming so going for a walk it is then!

Lucy- sounds great!

Lucy and i walk for a couple of kilometres when it gets dark and we decide to go back to lucy's place to have dinner.

Lucy's POV

I have the same app kei has because i try to get over her, it's not gonna work but it's worth trying.

Keira told me about the app one night at dinner and i decided to download it when she left not even 15 minutes later i matched with this girl. We started talking and i felt like we clicked immediately.

I decided not to talk to her when i was with keira because i didn't want her to know that i used the same app. I'm not the one to use dating apps and I won't like to admit that i use one.

Luckily for me she seems to have work then or something because she never texts me when I'm with kei.

Im having dinner with kei 2 weeks after i started using the app and kei is telling me about how she made friends with this girl on the app and she let's me see the messages.

Shit

The girl she's talking to is me. I recognise the messages and oh fuck i am in shock.

Keira- are you okay luce?

Lucy- yeah uhm just feeling a bit sick, maybe i ate to much.

Keira- oh luce go sit down I'll clean everything.

A week later keira asks to meet up. Well she doesn't exactly ask me, she asks the girl on the app. But that's me so she asks me without knowing.

I'm so nervous. I don't wanna ruin us.

She asked me to be there at 2.30 and that's when i leave the house. I walk to the park and see keira sitting on a bench, not knowing that I'm her secret "date"

She sees me and thinks that her date isn't coming anymore so she just goed with me... Little does she know.

When we arrive at my house we're still having a conversation.

Lucy- so kei I'm gonna start making some soup, can you put my phone to the charger? I forgot to charge it and now it's been dead the whole time.

Keira- oh yeah no problem.

Keira's pov

I put Lucy her phone on the charger and het screen lights up. All kinds of new messages appear on the screen but one sticks out to me; one from a dating app, the same one I'm using. And it has the same 3 messages i send to my secret date when she wasn't coming; where are you? Was it the nerves, don't worry I'm nervous to just come please and please meet me at the same spot tomorrow?

I walk into the kitchen confused with her phone in my hand.

Keira- luce?

Lucy- yeah?

She doesn't look at me, still busy chopping some veggies

Keira- lucy

Now she turn around and sees me holding her phone

Lucy- what's up? Is there something wrong with my phone?

Keira- well no but i was wondering how you got into my messages.

Lucy- what messages do you mean kei?

Keira- i think you know wich one i mean. The ones i have with the girl from that app.

Lucy- oh kei please don't get mad at me

Keira- i am gonna get mad if you don't tell me right now what's going on lucy. And believe me i really don't want to.

Lucy- well uhm i shoul have told you earlier but uhm that girl is me.

Keira- what no.

Lucy- yeah uhm I'm sorry kei.

Keira- how did you do that

Lucy- well i didn't. When you told me about the app i downloaded it to and then i got a match with someone, with you and at first i didn't know but when you showed me your messages with her uhm with me and i couldn't bring myself to tell you. Idk why you seemed so happy talking to her and i didn't wanna take that away from you and i didn't really mind spending my extra time talking to you.

Keira- you know luce. I don't care. Now i know that we are meant to be.

Lucy- what

Keira- oh come on lucy don't you get it? The whole time I've been talking to her well uhm you, i have been talking about getting over someone. I even gave you a description of yourself.

Lucy- oh

Keira- please don't make me regret this.

Lucy- regret what?

Keira- this

She walks over to me and softly kisses me.

I put my hand on her cheek and start stroking it.

We break the kiss and i lean my forehead against hers.

Keira- even soem stupid dating app brings me back to you.

Lucy- I'm glad it did. I don't think i would actually gotten over you.

Keira- don't think would've either.