The World is 𝗌𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗅𝗒 falling Apart But Instead of 𝖭aegi Its His Sister:𝗉

Stupid.Dumb.and Hungry.

She came back to her Apartment one day. She didn't buy any food because she felt undeserving of it. Why'd she even search for them? They'd probably think she's dead. Probably? No. They do. I mean. They were at her "Funeral" The Police Didn't know Aoi Yan-Li was Alive. Because when she was found her body parts, her melted mangled Twisted Face, It was Behind Recognition. The Police Just called her "Olive" Rather than using her real name. She liked that name. No one knew that name besides them. She was already behind Recognition. Why even try to find These People who probably think you're Dead? Who Won't Recognize you're twisted Mangled Up face? It's ugly. It's melted. It's so... Twisted and Unpleasant. The man was right. She was. A. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Child. Who believed she was actually worth something. now she knows she "Worthless" and Doesn't even need food.  "Thing's Don't Eat. I am not a Human or a thing. I am just a worthless waste of space. Worthless Stuff don't eat either. They starve. And they pain themselves. I am Not worthy to be considered a Thing nor human. I'm worthy to Be a Chew toy. Chewed on by The World. I'm worthy to be a Broken Chew Toy. Useless. Thrown in The Trash." She said in the mirror "you are worth NOTHING. so don't act like you are. I see myself. I'm dumb for actually thinking I can find them. EVERYONE THINKS I'M FUCKING DEAD. THEY CAN FIND MY BODY IN A DITCH AND THEY WON'T RECOGNIZE ME. I'M TOO TWISTED. TOO. MANGLED. TOO EVEN BE RECOGNIZED AS MYSELF. OR EVEN AS A HUMAN. I'M. A. MONSTER. NOTHING. BUT. A. MONSTER!" She started banging her head. She banged it all day. She didn't stop Until she passed out. She Just inflicted More pain on herself. She truly felt worthless. She truly felt deserving of pain. She knew her brothers thought she was dead and She was too ashamed of herself to Even keep looking. She was too ugly for them. She wasn't Normal. She was Dumb. Naegi was smart. Smarter than this. Smarter than her worthless weak and hungry body. She deserved to go back to that basement. She deserved to be Electrocuted instead of that man. She accepted herself as a worthless thing and worked all day. She overworked and Overwhelmed herself. She was happy about that. She. Deserved it. She knew she did. She knew she didn't deserve forgiveness from anyone. Not even herself.