Chapter 4 Shayes

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Hayes's POV

After I walked in on Cameron and Nash I laid in bed thinking about Nash and it made me cry and I don't know why. And I'm definitely not a person to cry I'm tuff Im the caption of the fricken football team I don't cry!

And I'm definitely NOT gay. Wait where did that come from? I'm not gay, am I? suddenly Nash opens my door I pretend to be asleep. He mumbles something and he walks out. Nash looked so hot with those piercings and those tattoos.

Wait did I just call my big brother hot? I'm so confused. With both life and my sexuality. Maybe the reason I'm not attracted to Madison is because I like guys. Or maybe it's because she has slept with every one of my friends. I really don't know I'm just kinda confused so I'm gonna go to sleep.

Next Day

I had an amazing dream about Nash last night. Maybe that's why I have a boner. I take a cold shower and get dressed I walk down stairs. Nash offers to take me to school. Oh god that how my dream last night started lets just say when ended we weren't wearing clothes.

So I tell Nash I want to walk. I walk to Shawn's house because we always walk to school together. "Hey Shawn" I say "Hey Hass" he says I laugh and push him playfully. Wow shawn looks hot today with his perfect hair and that tight shirt is killing me, I can see his abs straight threw it.

"Hayes!" shawn yells "what? huh?" I say. He laughs "you were in a trans murmuring something about my abs" he says while flexing. which kinda gives me a boner I try to cover it up. when shawn sees he laughs at me. Oh gosh now he knows I'm gay. He's gonna hate me. Wait I just said I'm gay!!!

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