It's been a little over a month since I almost died... Well, technically I did die, and it was by my own doing no less. But it's not like I had much of a choice.
When trying to save someone from taking their own life, I was hit by a quirk that led me to do the same. The quirk was from the villain Psycho Flip, who had apparently received his abilities from none other than All for One. We're still fuzzy on the why... but for some reason, All For One thought it was vital that Psycho Flip be able to harness his depression and self-destruction to create chaos.
Every time Psycho Flip attempted to take his life, a new entity was created and sent out into the world to find a host. When that happened, the villain felt a complete elation... almost euphoric... like he was never depressed to begin with. Honestly, it seemed more like a defense mechanism than a quirk, but I assumed there was more to it that we just didn't know yet.
When it latched onto me, it began consuming my every being. You see, once an entity, often seen as a deep purple orb, attaches onto its victim, it drives them insane. So much so that they end up committing suicide.
There was only one way to destroy an evil entity from Psycho Flip. There's only a short window of opportunity for the toxic quirk to find a new host before it dies out. Five minutes to be exact. That's why I had to do what I did. I honestly wasn't expecting to be saved, but I had hoped that just maybe...
My boyfriends, Kacchan and Shoto, were the first to realize what was happening. I had left notes for both of them in the event I didn't survive and a clue as to where they could find me. Luckily, they found me in time and called for backup. From what I've been told, Lamillion got me to safety, and Denki used his quirk to restart my heart with Recovery Girl's help.
After weeks in a coma, I finally woke up in Kacchan's and Shoto's arms. They'd kept vigil over me night after night, never leaving my side. They were so kind and gentle with me, so caring, yet I knew they were disappointed. They were upset that I took matters into my own hands, but I don't think they truly realize what it was like. To live every second of everyday wanting to drop dead... to just cease to exist.
The quirk had drawn out a Dark Deku. One that demanded pain and self-sacrifice. It reminded me day in and day out how worthless I was and how much of a burden I could be. I thought I could fight it, but it became too much.
As much as I told everyone it wasn't the case, I didn't just do what I did because I was a hero. If anything, some of my reasons prove I am anything but a hero. I'm a coward. Yes, I may have stopped the entity from latching onto another host, but what I wanted to... I thought I needed to die. A part of me still does.
Still, I know I can't give up on myself or who I want to be. I can't let Kacchan and Shoto down. And I sure as hell can't allow Psycho Flip to win. This is my battle now.
So, I'm going to do everything I can to stop him. He's already made me change so much about who I was before. He's the reason I've lost the will to live the life I once did.
There are still two entities out there, siphoning the life out of their hosts. I can't let that happen again. If I do, it will all be for nothing.
With the support of my loved ones and fellow heroes, I will confront this darkness head-on. I'll gather all the information I can about Psycho Flip, his origins, and the nature of his quirk. I'll train harder than ever before, honing my skills and strengthening my resolve. I'll reach out to the heroes who have faced similar challenges, seeking their guidance and learning from their experiences. I'll surround myself with positive influences and lean on the unwavering support of Kacchan, Shoto, and my friends. Together, we'll devise a plan to save those who have been affected by Psycho Flip's twisted quirk.
This battle is not just about defeating a villain; it's about reclaiming my own sense of self-worth and finding the strength to live for myself. I'll prove to myself and everyone else that I am not defined by the darkness that has touched my life. I'll rise above it, standing tall as the hero I aspire to be. It's just going to take time.
The journey ahead won't be easy, and there will be moments of doubt and fear. But I'm ready to face them head-on, armed with the love and support of those who believe in me. I am determined to overcome this darkness and find my way back to the light.
And as I step forward into this next chapter of my life, I do so with the knowledge that I am not alone. Together, we will fight for hope, for redemption, and for a future where no one has to bear the burden of their own despair. This is our battle, and we will emerge victorious.
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Behind the Smile: Twisted Fate | Book 2 | TodoBakuDeku
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