and somewhere between all the mess I lost everything; my mind, my soul, my heart. but it wasn't because of that one disappointment, it was a matter of time anyway. because when all the strings I was holding on were gone, it only took one last push for me to drown. the thing is, I never knew if it was a sea of my fears or a sea of my tears- maybe It was a sea of all my pointless dreams, but I wouldn't know that, it's dark down here.
