Sacred New Beginning

Sky had all the reasons to be scared with the notion of falling in love and with people who tries to win his heart. given his bad record with his last Relationship. Sky is convince that he only meets assholes. They tend to show their real personalities the moment Sky resists their advances.

with his bad experiences with others, Prapai was like both a breath of Fresh air and something that Sky has been so used to seeing on the other guys.

Prapai was arrogant. He had all the rights to be.

Prapai was shameless. the guy can't take no for an answer and was determined to barge his way into Sky's defenses.

but above all, Prapai saw past Sky's protective barriers. He never saw Sky as a damaged goods nor something fragile but he gives him the utmost care and understanding. Sky used to think that what he had with his Ex was something that he deserves and nothing beyond that would be attainable for Sky But Prapai proved him wrong. yet again.

Prapai had put Sky in his pedestal. Prapai made sure to know that he loved Sky inside and out, He also made sure that Sky loves himself.

Everytime Sky would let his thought wander.

He's just playing with you

He sees you as a challenge and will leave you when he get bored

You never owned him, you will lose him like how you always lose something you'd ever love.

Nasty thoughts would make him go spiral into the darker corners of his mind but... as if clockwork, a routine Sky would see Prapai, His light and anchor, keeping him safe from his own dark thoughts.

I'm in love with you.

I will never leave you for anything, My love.

You own me as much as i own myself, You'll never lose me.

Sky settles in the familiar warmth that Prapai gives to him everytime they cuddle. Though this was a little different, Sky had woken up from a bad dream. Back then he would have been a crying mess but ever since having Prapai on his side, He would wake up in a fright, yes, But Prapai would be by his side. This alone made Sky know he was never alone, he will never be alone again.

"I hope i never lose you."

Sky looks at their new apartment. Prapai was barefeet on the kitchen counter, fixing the take outs he bought. He looked around and Sky can't help but be overwhelm with the feeling of being loved to the core.

Their home, as Prapai calls, was a cozy spacious loft. there was a little garden on the balcony front with sunflowers as one of the main flowers on display, Prapai had once said that that he was a sunflower that only looked at the Sky, Sky remembers that memory fondly. The fond memories started pouring in but what made him smile bigger was when Prapai told him about this apartment. so casual and it was his way to ask to live together. Sky had found a place he could confidently call home, in Prapai's arms.

Prapai call him to the not yet fixed dining area, where he had laid all of the dishes and cutlery for them to use. Sky can't help but smile and run to the person who saved him, Run to the person he knows he will never lose.

"this is our sacred new beginning and this place will scream ours forever."

[A/N: Ah yes a ficlet lmao. also just dropping by to ask if everyone is doing alright?

i bring forth Good and bad news. Good news is that i know my work sched and itinerary and a local sim card lmao. Bad news is i can only edit the chapters directly on my phone since the laptop i bought is a work laptop~ so the updates will still be slow but i'll try to work on it every chance i get ❤️

but i hope you still dont mind if the update would take like a half a month ndkfks anyway stay safe everyone!!! ]