Why do we yarn for the moment would change. Waiting for the idea that maybe we have a chance. A maybe that he will change his mind and choose you.
Hi, I'm Luna, NBSB ( No Boyfriend Since Birth), 22 years old (matanda pero merong ganyan di niyo lang alam.). Never been inlove, happy being single by choice and nobody tried asking me out, but curious. "Why people gamble for love. Uncertainity is what you have. You never know if won or loss." It's not that I'm afraid of commitment, but I'm afraid of getting hurt.
I have many emotional scars that I've trying deal and heal, because I am a victim of bullying when I was in my junior years. You may say it been a long time blah blah blah, why haven't you moved on. Girl, I'm trying to move on with my past, and trying to be mature but the impact of trauma doesn't disappear immediately. I wish it disappear too. I'm trying to be my best version of myself now.
"You know what, girls. I think, I like this guy. He's seems different from other guys" other girl tell her dormmates.
Yep, that's Ara. We are same age but she is a "The Crush ng bayan" . Guys from different courses, and even, from different universities admire her. She's this one friend with a wattpad like story. Left to right, someone is asking her out. In short, She doesn't run out admirers.
Sometimes, I wish I could be her. I want to feel being desired by someone else. Ara, once ask me "why you don't have a boyfriend?" all I can say was "I don't know". They say I'm pretty, smart, kind of intimidating at first, but fun.
Let me to thinking. Am I not enough to be choosen? Not to be dramatic but, have you ever been have this feeling.
Probably our connection doesn't align with each other, or probably no one is destined for us...
Please bare with me guys, I would like my context in full English, not only just to practice, but also to enhance my skills in writing. F. Y. I. first time writer here. If you have any suggestions, feel free to write a comment. Thank you 😊
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