Rakshak ya Vinashak

chapter 4 . shiv ya anshu

Shivansh woke up from sleep as per his daily routine he went towards maanu and viraj 's room . He enter into room and saw that both brothers was sleeping peacefully in each other embrace . He kissed on their forehead before wishing good morning baachas . And leaves from there to his room for taking shower after getting himself in causal clothes he went toward kitchen for making breakfast for brothers  After making breakfast he went to get ready for office.
Here , abhimaan wake up and looks towards viraj before shaking him up , DADA , dada utho naa bhai ne breakfast bana deya hoga . dada utho toh

Haan , bol kya hua Raj said.while rubbing his sleep of from eyes .
Chalo niche chalte hai college ko late horaha hai abhimaan said and went inside the bathroom.

With shiv

After getting ready for office he come downstairs and Sam that everyone is sitting on their place waiting for him. He comes and settle down on chair silently and starts eating .

Shivu baba , aapse Milne Ahuja saheb aaye hai , vinay Kaka said ji kakasa unse kahiya main aaraha hu , shiv said get up and go towards his room and come back with maanu's medicine put it in place beside him and left from there to main hall were Mr. Ahuja was waiting for him.

Kahiye uncle kaise aana hua aapka hai ? Mujhe bulva liya hota main aajata shiv said before bending down to take blessings

Are nhi beta vo main mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai . Mr.ahuja said
In mean time viraj and maanu also finish there breakfast and follow shiv tu greet mr. Ahuja
Good morning uncle both said before bending down to take blessings from mr. Ahuja . Good morning beta kaise ho .dono sada sukhi raho. said before putting hand on their head . Toh uncle aap baat kar lijiye hum kamre main hai maanu said and they both went towards their room

Shiv bata main sida point pe aata hu . Beta swaru ko Gaye hue 2 saal hogaye hai kab Tak akele rahoge . Ahuja said while keeping hand on his shoulder . Shiv stiff listening to him very well getting were talk are going . Uncle , main janta hoon ki Maine move on karne ke bare main socha hai par .

Swaru ko gane dena mujse nhi hoga or koi ladki apne pati ke muh se kisi aur aurat ka naam nhi su sakti hai .aur toh aur aab toh sab jante hai na . Phir , mujse Saadi koi nhi karega or mujhe kisi ladki ko undhre main rakana nhi hai aur nahi himmat hai sach batane ki . Meri maa ne is ghar ko Ghar banaya haii aur main nhi chahata hu ki mai. Koi galti kar ke is ghar ka gharpan Jane du .

Jab tak main kuara hu , is ghar ki door mare hatho mai. Nhi lekin gis din is ghar main bahu aagye yeh ghar ke door uske haatho main chali gayegi vo sirf is ghar ki bahu nhi par kul ki raani bhi hogi jimmedariya kaise nibhayegi ek had tak main use sambhal bhi lu par yeh ghar mere shadi ke baad mera nhi mere biwi ka hoga . Is ghar ke fashlo main mera koi say nhi hoga . Mera Kam bas useke piche kade rahna hoga . I can be her support system par yeh grhasti sirf hum dono ki nhi hogi . Mere priority list Mai vo sabse upar toh bacche  hogi par uske priority list Mai sabbse phle mere baache hoge kya ? Kya vo unki bhabhi maa kehla payegi

Mere swaru ke tarah koi nhi hai uncle , shiv said and first time his eyes can display emotions lots of emotions . His eyes were filled with tears . His heart was bitting loudly by just mere thoughts of spending same memorys with his would be wife that he spends with swaru . Swaru was his limit . The very boundary of love . And no one known what is the depth of ocean of shivansh 's love . Love is very beautiful emotion the very emotion because of which is spend 5 years of his life in hell , in pain there was no one to hold him but his 's swaru . No one was there to understand what is happening with him even he and swaru wasn't aware of what is happening with him . But still she hold his hand tightly . When his ears was filled with the word monster . She call him hers . She doesn't know shiv but anshu her's anshu Anshu who knows what to feel how to display his emotions , her anshu was perfectionist she made him perfectionist
But he .....he was not perfectionist he was shivansh the emotionless beast . No one can love him .heck he him can never love him .

Bacha main samjta hu par tere kul ko bahu ki , tere bhaiyo ko bhabhi maa ki , is garh ko gruhlaskhmi ki , or tujhe jiwansathi ki jarurat hai .
Dekh beta mera kaam hai tujhe raah dikhana uspar chalna n chalna Tera fesla hai . Mr. Ahuja said .

Is ghar mai bhau jarur aayegi uncle par vo meri nhi viraj ki patni ke roop main . Aur aap meri phikr mat karo . Main aapne aap ko sambhal sakta hu . Lekin kis or ke zindagi ke barbad hone ka boj nhi utha sakta .ho sake toh maaf kar dijiye ga . Shivansh said and joined his hand before him .

Shivu beta , soch ke bata samja jaldhi nhi hai , thik hai . Chal chalta hu main ab , kayal rakh beta . Mr. Ahuja said before exiting the room leaving shiv in his own thoughts .

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