Hiii
this is a story about a recent situationship that ive had but uh...things clearly got out of hand 0-0
My friends told me I should publish this here so i made an account and uh... here i am!
Hope u all enjoy my pain lol
We met in middle school. We were in Mr. Johnson's 6th-grade homeroom, and you were seated directly next to me. The first words that came out of your mouth were: "Do you play video games?". Not actually, but something like that.
For those first couple of months, I considered you one of the most annoying people on the planet. Your voice was nasal and high, and you were short and skinny, but most notably, you were incessant. You constantly pestered me to overlook the game you were playing on the computer. Shortly after, I moved tables and never talked to you again, not until June 27th, 2021.
After almost 4 years, I saw you again at Josie's birthday party. You grew almost a foot and your voice was noticeably deeper and more mature. Newly coming out of quarantine and being the first guy I saw since COVID, I admired you from afar. As I watched you, I quietly noted to myself that this was the same annoying boy from four years ago. Granted, you were still annoying, but it was more endearing (probably due to the fact I found you attractive now). I spent the birthday half-trying to get your attention, and left the party hoping you would wave goodbye to me. As Josie's mom drove me home, I thought about how I would probably never talk to you again.
Flash forward to the present, August 20th, 2021. Summer is almost over, and it has been two months since I last saw you. I don't remember thinking about you during that period, but I felt deprived of socializing with other guys my age. As I was worked on summer health class in the sweltering heat of my basement, I got a message from Josie inviting me to play Mahjong. I quickly ran to my room and got dressed, as she would be the first time I hung out with a friend this entire summer.
Then, as I stepped into her house, I saw you sitting at her dinner table. After we played mahjong and hung out for a bit, I found myself saying: "Thea, Just because he's the first guy you saw all quarantine doesn't mean you should crush on him. He's immature and annoying". Obviously, I did not listen to myself.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
March 2021
I've spent my sophomore year fantasizing about how cute we would be. Staring at you in English class, conveniently walking by your lunch spot to get a glimpse of you, and asking Josie to show me pictures of you, I was irrevocably obsessed. I even managed to go to a football game with you in October. You asked me if I was dating anyone, and I said no.
In December, you asked me to join your discord server. Promptly, I spent the entirety of winter break talking to you, getting on group calls with you, and trying to find out every detail I could about you. Everything revolved around you until I met Brady.
Coincidentally, he also sat at our table in 6th grade. Although I remember enjoying talking to him more than you, It was hard to believe I'd end up dating your best friend. I was reunited with him in a group call fell in love with his muscles. I know. It's dumb and immature, but he gave me more play than you ever did. Things progressed between us, so I ditched the idea of you and me. My feelings subsided substantially while I dated Brady, but I always had dreams about you.
