Dark Places

Hospital

Freen POV

I started to open my eyes slowly and looked around to figure out where I was

I remembered what I went through in that building and then I realized I was in the hospital bed with several infusions

I moved my hand a little and felt someone on the edge of the bed. Nam was sleeping with her head on the edge of the bed and her body on the chair

Freen:Nam?

Nam woke up very fast and checked me

Nam:Are you okay?Are you hurt?

Freen:I'm fine Nam,slow down

Nam:How can you Freen?!You've been stabbed, chocked and raped!

Freen:Shut up!

Nam looked at me sadly while I was looking away

Now I felt like bursting in tears right here right now

How I've been so dumb to go there alone

Stupid

Stupid

Stupid

Nam:Freen....I'm sorry...

Freen:I want to be alone

Nam:But-

Freen:Please Nam

Nam nodded and left the room.I sat there looking at the ceiling and analyzing everything that happened

She thought that Becky saw her following her car and she would go at the fabric.She planned all this for Becky but it ended up at me

Becky would have been beaten,raped or even killed

Now I don't regret it was me who suffered

I came out of my thoughts as I saw Nam entering again but this time with Noey,Irin and......Becky

Freen:I SAID I WANT TO BE ALONE

Noey:Freen we want to stay by your side

Irin:He's gone Freen

I began to cry louder while hugging my pillow

Freen:I'm disgusted with my body

I said between sobs

Becky ran to me and placed my head in the crook of her neck while patting my back

Becky:I'm here Freen

Freen:N-no.....

Before Becky could answer Noey spoked

Noey:Freen...I'm sorry to interrupt but I need to ask something.....at the...scene....there was a used strap-on and some of our team took it to examine the-

I began to cry more louder,hugging Becky with all my force

Freen:I let myself be raped by a fucking girl

Irin:You what!?

Nam:Is a girl?Our killer is a girl?

Becky:SHE RAPED YOU WITH THAT THING?FUCK

I looked at Becky begging her to stop shouting

Irin:Guys,I think we should let just the two on them to talk

Nam:Agreed,we are going to be outside okay?

I nod and waited from them to leave

Becky:Tell me everything Freen,now.What did she do to you

Freen:She took me down and tied me up.....then she slowly ripped my clothes and put that thing inside me....she slapped me countless times and then stabbed me in the ribs....she was choking me when the police came.....I-I couldn't do anything Becky,I just felt like a sex toy,she would whisper things to me,she called me bitch,slut,whore.....she left marks all over my body,she even cut me on my inner thight to have a memory of everything that was happening in that moment

Becky:I swear I-

Freen:She told me it was supposed to be you there.....

Becky pushed me by my shoulders and looked me straight into my eyes

Becky:She thought I will be there?

Freen:Yes....I guess she didn't know you have a partner now so she didn't suspect me....but even though I was weak....

Becky: It's not your fault Freen....I promise I will replace all your bad memories with her into good ones

She hugged me back more tighter and held me like a baby

Becky:When you're out of here,I'm gonna make the best memories ever for you

Freen:You already do

She kissed my forehead and laid us back onto the bed

I let myself fall asleep in her arms

I only trust you