Unspoken surprises book 2

Chpater 1

As I looked up at the ceiling, I let my hand travel to the other side of the bed, once again it's cold and empty.
To say me and james are having problems in are relationship was a massive understatement, since my bestfriend Kate had given birth to my beautiful baby niece gracie-mae almost a year ago I am more than broody and was ready to start my own perfect little family, james on the other hand had other ideas an now it's put a massive divide between us.

Rolling over I closed my eyes and let a single tear fall.
I know I have to finish things before they all become to much, but we've been together for what feels like forever and letting him go is going to be so so hard, I love him so much.

As I think back over the last 6 months, and everything has just spiralled out of control, he is either drinking or off his face or on one somewhere, and I just can't do this to my self any more, Then coming home days later like I haven't been going mad out of my mind with worry.
No I think to my self I deffo can't do this to myself anymore.

Sighing sadly, for what I need to do I roll over and look at the clock 8.26am, I still have till 4pm before my train is due, I need the break and it's my precious baby girls first birthday, just the escape I need, but first things first I need to get hold of james and finish things.

Grabbing my phone I go on to my most recent and scroll to his number, hitting his number and wait for him to answer, "hello" and I froze, some girl has answered his phone, WHAT THE FUCK !!! pulling my self together I finally find my voice "WHO THE FUCK ARE lol YOU" I shouted into the phone "oh you" her slutty voice replied back, "baby" she shouted, "it's that crazy ex of yours on the phone" I'm speechless, I just can't believe what in hearing right now, is she fuckin messin me "what did ya say baby" I hear james in the background, I don't know weather to laugh, cry or vomit so I do the next best thing I hang up.