Last Chance

Chapter no 8

He pushed open the door to his room as he let me in first.
"Rest assured no girl had ever come in to my room so just don't have crazy thoughts about laing here. It's all your now."
"Leon." I said turning around. He stared at me.
"Did you know?" I asked him.
"Yes."
"You don't have to force me in to your life. I can stay in the guest house." I walked past him but he grabbed my hand. His big palm against mine.
"I was serious when I said I didn't need you to be one of my toys."
"Then what will I be. A girl who would be always there to be used. A girl who will agree on doing when no other would be avaliable. " he pulled me in and kicked the door shut with a slam.
I was pushed against the wall and him before me so close. I looked up at him.
"Don't say things that will make me want to leave you."
"So you plan on leaving." I managed beside the head ache that picked me so hard.
"So that I won't hurt you. So that I won't do anything to you without your will. Because I can't seem to pull my self away from you. The day I met you my mind is filled with you thoughts. I haven't gone to anyone else because they were not you." He barked.
And I took a deep breath because I was on the verge of crying.  I had never been shouted on. No one had been so possible about me. I had never tasted the love.
I lost the energy to stand and he was there to pick me up. He lifted me in his arms as he walked me to the bed. No girl had ever seen his room.
He sat me on the mattress but he did not move from on top of me. He lowered as I laid flat on my back.
"Can I kiss you?"
"You did not ask Me back then."
"Can I? " he looked down at me lips. My lipstick would have been smug ed sick he kissed me before.
I looked away and he understood so he backed up coming to lay beside me.
I turned my head to look at him and he looked like he resisted me. Like he could not hold himself back.
"You hungry?" He asked.
And I nodded because I could not deny sick my stomach made some weird sounds.
He pointed at the apartment opening at the side of his room.
"Some snacks are in the refrigerator.  Make yourself at home."
I walked off and open the door there were juices he too liked pineapple and peach. There were icecream and cakes and vodka.
I grabbed the tin of vine. I didn't notice he had come behind me and he took it from me.
"You won't want to get drunk tonight."
"Why not?"
"Just so." He put it back and went for the peach juice for both of us.
He opened a canine just beside the fridge and expose a stock of salty snacks.
"Come on." He put his hand on my back. I noticed he did that so often.
He turned the TV on as we went to sit on the couch.
"What would you like to watch?"
"Anything." Honestly I wasn't in the mood.
"Flower."
My heart raced at the nickname he called me so often. I gazed into his gray orbs and stunning visual his black hairs falling over. Tatties embraced his neck like mine did and a loop that pierced his lob.
No wonder all the girls died to be with him.
"Hmm?"
"Can you not push me away?" He said. His tone not olayful like all other times. He was not the boy who flirt all the time. Who did not seem to get serious other. At the moment I wished that I would have not hated hi for what he was and loved him at the same time knowing who he was. I could not control my heartaches and the urge to see him. The urge to be in his arms the urge to cry my heart out for him in front of him.
"Leon."
"I think I can't bear your hatred. Please can you love me." I was shocked to hear him beg to love him. I myself had never tasted love.how was I supposed to give him.
I looked away.
"Why did you marry me?" I asked him.
"I don't know, our father are business friends to make the bond stronger they decided to get us married. My father did not expect I'd agree but I did when I came to know it was you. If it had been another I would have never agreed."
"Why?"
"I don't know if you belive in first sighted love."
"I don't. " I claimed.
"I wish you did."