The End Of The Beginning

Prologe

⚠️tw⚠️mentions of:child abusing, abuse, sexual assault, self harm, foul language, blood and violence. Processed with caution.

I had been with Lori since the start of the fall. I had kind of knew her before the apocalypse because my  sister went to the same school as her son they'd  have play dates and I'd take her but not close enough to go running to her house during the down fall of society, so it made it surprising when I ran to her house after i got separated from my family ,even more surprising when she brought me with her and let me  get out of the city with her. I don't like Shane sometimes about his face or his attitude i can't tell but sometimes about him tips me off but he did kinda save me life so I guess i owes him.

I can't really remember the beginning just how painful my head was after it hit the wall and my dissy ass body stumbling it's way to loris house it was wired like a lucid dream like a out of body experience I'd never felt before in the worst way possible.

All I can really recall is how slow it started it started out as just some theories online ,then a flu outbreak on the news then
Kaboom bomb bomb bomb, dead dead dead, rising rising rising.
Everyone started evacuating but there was no point it was to late.
I like Lori and her kids, Carl and Anaya ,and her husband too Rick he was cool they seemed to be the perfect family, but so did mine.Rick worked at the police station with Shane they where like best friends still didn't like him though. There was this woman and her family her is carol she nice she gave us some food when there was traffic getting out of the city, her husbands just like my dad... angry h-her daughter nice so sweet so cute she reminds me of my little sister

We live not far from the city ,only a couple miles, I don't know how good it is to live right next to the walker full city but it good for supplies me and Glenn go out there sometimes, Glenn more though we both could tell you the ins and outs of the buildings there though because we went there so much. Glenn was with dale when he helped us they seemed very close, I remembered Glenn's face he dropped our pizza off once for my 14th birthday party (my photographic memory never lets me forget a face) he seemed young older then me but young like he was trying to pay for collage or something but that doesn't matter anymore we can only imagine what he'd become. He's good at runs we both are
I like him

There's a lot more of us like Jim he like a handy guy, there's Amy and Andrea there cool funny Amy's around my age but older, then there's Jacqui she's a badass no joke, there's morales and his family there sweet tough, there's Merel ,Daryl and Ashley there assholes but Daryl seems cool under all they anger cannot say the same about Merel though he's just and ass but ash is the nicest apart of that family,then there's t-dog he's rad almost as sarcastic as me but that's impossible ,dale he's like the mom of the group not the dad the mom, Anaya Grimes she sweet a little like me but the opposite I show my aggressive side on show and hide my kindness like it a disease I don't want people to know about like cancer but she shows her kindness on her chest, Lori Grimes the sweetest women in the world,Carl grimes he's cute and funny, Callie my sister she is literally my twin we are exactly the same I found her and my brother Carmen together only like a couple weeks ago but there settling in very well.

Where going on a run in a couple days Andrea,Jacqui, Merel, T-dog, Ashley, Morales,Glenn and me. We never usually go out with more then one it's either me or Glenn that goes out and you know what they say one is better then a tone so both me and Glenn have a anxious feeling in our hearts no joke I am kinda scared I mean I usually only have to care about myself but now I need to take care of six more people SIX! Ok maybe I'm overreacting but either way I'm afraid of what might happen what can happen.
But you know what they actually say we spend to long fearing for the future, that we forget about the present.