(you have been in a relationship w tom for a month)
TOM POV
I gave that girl my hoodie even though I knew I had a girlfriend waiting for me back home. But in that moment, something about her just drew me in. Her eyes were so captivating, and her smile was infectious. I couldn't resist the urge to do something nice for her.
I know it wasn't the right thing to do, but sometimes the heart wants what it wants. And in that moment, all I wanted was to make her feel comfortable. We were at a meet and greet for our band, Tokio Hotel, and she seemed nervous and out of place. I wanted to do something to ease her nerves, so I offered her my hoodie.
As soon as I handed it to her, I knew I had made a mistake. My girlfriend, YN, would be so upset if she found out. We've been together for a month now, and things have been going well. But lately, I've been feeling restless. I love Yn, but sometimes I wonder if there's something more out there for me.
Meeting this girl made me realize that there are other people out there who I could connect with. But I can't act on those feelings. I made a commitment to yn, and I need to honor that commitment. Giving that girl my hoodie was a mistake, but it doesn't have to define me.
I need to focus on my relationship with her right now and figure out how to make things work between us. It's not fair to her if I'm not fully invested or committed in our relationship. I need to figure out what I want and what I'm willing to do to make our relationship stronger.
Being in a band can be tough on relationships. We're constantly on the road, away from our loved ones for long periods of time. It can be easy to get caught up in the excitement and temptation of being a rockstar. But at the end of the day, we're just famous people with famous people problems.
I don't want to be another rockstar who falls victim to the temptations of fame. I want to be a good boyfriend to yn and make our relationship work. It won't be easy, but nothing worth having ever is.
As for the girl who I gave my hoodie to, I hope she's doing well. I didn't get her name or number, so I don't know if I'll ever see her again. But that's okay. Sometimes people come into our lives for a brief moment and leave a lasting impression. She reminded me that there's more to life than just the music and the fame.
I hope that my actions didn't cause her any harm or lead her on in any way. I was just trying to be friendly and make her feel comfortable. If she ever does find out that I have a girlfriend, I hope she understands that I didn't mean to mislead her.
In the end, I know what I need to do. I need to be honest with myself and with yn. I need to make a decision about what I want and what I'm willing to do to make things work. It won't be easy, but I know it's the right thing to do.
Being in a band is an incredible experience, but it's not worth sacrificing the important things in life for. I need to remember that my relationships with the people I love are what truly matter. The music will always be there, but the people in my life might not be if they die.
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GUYS SHOULD I DO A PART 2 WHERE YN FINDS OUT OR WHAT LEMME KNOW!
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