It was a usual morning in khurana mension.servent are working and doing preparation. It looked like some puja was going to happen.
Someone said, "Are pandit ji kab aayenge aur apne wo chandan ka haar to mangava liya haina photo pe chadhane ke liye".
Servant - "ha mem sahab mangva liya hai aap chinta na kare pandit ji bhi raste me hai aate hi honge".
Girl -" achha apke sahab kaha hai koi dikhai kyu nahi deraha"?
Servant - "Rishabh sir hospital Gaye hai raat se koi emergency thi aur rudra sir bahar garden me Gaye hai gulab ke phool lene Gaye hai" .
Girl - achha usne kuchh khaya ?
Servant - "kaha mem sahab,sahab Aaj kal thik se nahi khate.kal raat ko bhi rishabh sir ne zabardasti khilaya, fir bhi muskil se do teen nivale khaye".
"Hame to badi chinta ho Rahi hai. Na thik se khate hai, na sote hai. bas din raat Kam Kam aur kaam jese zindagi me kaam ke alawa kuchh bacha hi nahi hai".
Girl - "aap chinta na kare kaka me dekhti hu" saying that she went out in the garden looking for rudra.
When she reached there she saw Rudra was looking towards a rose🌹 plant.his eyes showing immense pain that her heart went out for him.
Never in her life has she seen him in this much pain,as he had seen in these five months.
She can never forget his smiling face, she still remembers that even after facing so many sorrows, he always kept smiling.
That smiling face of his seems to have disappeared somewhere.Don't know when that day will come, when she will again see that smile on his face.
Girl - "kya dekh rahe ho rudra"?
Rudra - "See, this plant also became lifeless, its flowers also withered".
Girl - "it's just a plant , it will grow again and the flowers will bloom again, what is the point of being so sad about it"?
Rudra - "This is not just a plant pri, it is the truth of our life, our life is also lifeless like this plant".
Prisha - "Aisa kyu bol rahe ho rudra, jab tak jade mazboot hai Jamin me acche se gadi Hui hai tab tak podha bhi khil sakta hai aur phool bhi khila sakta hai".
Rudra -" jab tehniya aik aik karke Tut Jaye to jade gade rehkar bhi kya karegi".
Prisha -" tumne badi badi mushkil ka samna Kiya hai fir ab kyu himmat haar rahe ho"?
Rudra - "kyuki is baar me khud haar chuka hu. zindagi ne mere sabar ka inteh le le kar akhir Hara hi diya mujhe".
"Ak haara hua insan kese hosle aur himmat se kaam le sakta hai".
Prisha - "Man ke haare haar hai,Man ke jeete jeet! Kyu haar maan rahe ho agar man se haar Gaye to kabhi Jeet nahi paoge"
"Isse pehle bhi zindagi ne bade imtihaan liye hai Maine kabhi tujhe har mante nahin dekha,fir Aaj kyu"?
Rudra - "kyuki tab mere saath ek takat thi,jo aaj nahi hai kabhi kaha nahi par jane anjane usne muje hamesha samhala hai".
"Aaj vo sath nahi hai to maano zindagi Khali si hai.samaj nahi aarah kese jiu uske Bina".
"Usne dard me tha tab hasaya.kabhi tuta to muje gale lagaya use pata bhi nahi hoga sayad uske hug ka kya importance tha us vakht i used to feel koi hai jiske liye mujhe jeena hai zindagi me aage badhna hai uska chehra dekh ke mujhe taqat milti thi".
"Uski utpatang baate sunkar apni saari pareshani bhul jata tha main".
"Password me , wallpaper me baton mein,yaadon Mein har jagah hai vo bas sath nahi hai mere".
"Pata hai mujhe kehta tha dadu main thik ho jaunga fir na hum vacation pe chalenge mujhe na scuba diving 🤿 karna hai punji jumping karna hai''.
"Next year na main college football team me khelne vala hu aap aur rishi bhai meri prectice me halp karna aur match me cheer karne bhi aana hoga".
"I want to take him everywhere he wants,I want to help him in everything and will cheer for him so loudly that the whole ground will see who is cheering".
Prisha - "why are getting defeated you can do all the things once he will wake up. We have hope. Jab tak saans hai tab tak aas hai".
"Aur dekhna ek din woh zaroor uthega aur firse dadu dadu kehke tumhare aage pichhe ghumega bilkul pehle ki tarah".
Rudra - "par kab?kab uthega woh aur kitna Sona hai use!! ab nahi ho raha mujse,I am dying to hear dadu from his mouth".
"It's been six months. I am waiting to see him awake.har din usi ummid ke sath Ghar aata hu ki shayad Aaj Ghar Jaunga tab tak jaag Gaya hoga".
"Mere Aate hi complain karega,dadu itna late kese ho gaya i missed you so much but nahi har din meri umeed tut rahi hai".
Rishabh who came a few minutes back heard everything.he doesn't know how to console his bhaiya.he himself was going through the same pain.
Pain of seeing his brother's suffering and feeling great helplessness even after being doctor he wasn't able to do anything and being a brother he was not able to support his bhaiya.
Somewhere in the corner of his heart he is feeling guilty also.only if he would not have returned back here then his brothers would have lived happily.
He was still feeling himself responsible for that day's accident though his bhaiya never for once made him feel that way but if he would have not come back then Kiara would not have come home and that talk wouldn't have happened nor Rey listened to it nor did he run like that and fall like that.
Somewhere he is the root cause of the problems,no one is blaming him for anything but he can not forgive himself for what happened because of him.
He composed himself and went towards his bhaiya and said "are bhaiya aap yaha kya kar rahe hai itni dhup mein"?
Rudra - "kuchh nahi bas phool lene aaya tha chal chalte hai Pooja ke liye late ho jayega" and both went inside.
After a while pandit ji also arrives to do barsi Pooja of roshni khurana, their mother.
After hawan got completed pandit ji ask to give tarpan rudra gave while thinking "sorry mamma ho sake to apne bachhe ko maaf kar Dena apko vaada kiya tha meine me Rey ko kuchh nahi hone dunga aur apne dono bhaiyo ka bohot khayal rakhunga unhe kisi takleef se nahi guzarne dunga".
"Par mein ek bhi wada pura na kar saka, rishabh ko kitna kuch sehna pada meri galti ko vajah se aur Rey uski es halat ka zimmedar bhi khair aap sab jante hai kya hua kyu hua".
"Socha tha es baar teeno bhai milke Pooja karenge par es baar bhi aap ke saare bete sath nahi hai".
"Give your blessings to both of them mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye".
After that pandit ji asked rishabh to give tarpan he hesitated first and looked towards rudra who said "aise kya dekh raha hai pandit ji kahe wese karna hai do it".
Though rudra didn't saw it but it breaks his heart all over again 💔 his stupidity cost this.
Rishabh though he knows the reason why his bhaiya did and he wants to forget it but it's not that easy.
Years of hurt cannot fade away easily.he is trying but he is not able to get over completely from that word which his bhaiya split that time.
He knows that his unsureness can hurt Rudra but what can he do? Some wounds are so deep that even after healing, a scar remains.
Rudra also know that fact but that doesn't mean it not hurt him but they can only Hope the scars fade away with time.
That's for now
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