Never In A Million Years!

Ch.1 Wrong Feelings♡

Never in a million years had I thought I'd have a crush on my best friend, the person who I've been friends with since 4th grade..
Tolkien Black.
☆Clyde's POV☆
It was just a normal day y'know?
Boring classes, lunch,and hanging out with my friends
But recently I've be distracted on something, a person...
"Clyde? Clyde!" I'd hear somebody shouting my name as id quickly jump out of my seat no longer spaced out finding out that it was Tolkien calling my name, "You okay dude? You've been spacing out a lot recently and I'm a bit worried about you.." Tolkien said with a sigh as id put a slight smile on my face, "yea I'm fine, just had a lot on my mind recently.." Id say still smiling trying to reassure him that I was alright. "Okay, but if you ever want to talk I'll listen, okay?" Tolkien told me as he gave me a hug and a reassuring smile making me blush a bit but not enough for him to have noticed. Me and Bebe broke up last week because we got into an argument so he might have assumed that one was just down in the dumps from losing my girlfriend, (Who I didn't really have any interest in to be honest.) I heard the lunch bell ring so I found Jimmy in the hallway and me and him walked to lunch together. "H-h-hey c-clyde?" Jimmy said in his normal stuttery voice, "Yea Jimmy?" Id respond, "a-are you s-s-still upset about breaking u-u-up with be-b-bebe?" He'd as me as id snicker a bit. "Not at all! And to be honest I'm kinda glad we broke up! She was honestly just a bitch to me anyway so it was probably for the best that we broke up." Id state as Jimmy smiled, "s-so if it's no-n-not breaking up with be-b-bebe then why h-have y-you b-been s-so d-d-distracted recently?", " w-well I've just had somebody on my mind.." I'd admit without thinking about what I just said. "it's t-t-token isn't i-it?" He'd say with a smirk on his face making my face go completely bright red, "N-NO o-of course not I MEAN yea he's super hot and super smart and I wish I could kiss him but it's N-not what y-you think!!" Id cover my face in embarrassment as Jimmy would laugh, "i-its okay I w-wont t-tell him!" Jimmy would tell me as id smile at him, "thank you for keeping it a secret jimmy.", " no p-p-problem fe-f-fella!"
At lunch

As I got my lunch from chef i'd go and sit down with the rest of the group Craig, Jimmy, Tolkien, and Tweek. When I sat down Tweek was having his daily *freak out* about something while Craig tried to calm him down and as Jimmy and Tolkien both greeted me at the table as I greeted them back while sitting down at the table,. "GAH!! WERE G-GONNA DIE CRAIGG!!" Tweek would say pulling at his hair as Craig would pull Tweek hands off his hair so he would rip anymore of it out. "Honey we won't die and if anything were to happen I'd protect you okay?" Craig would reassure Tweek in his blank monotone voice. "O-OK G-GAH!" id smirk at them and respond "aww what cute lovebirds~" id sate as in response Tweek would cover his face in embarrassment and Craig would flip me off making me giggle a bit.
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s we continued talking I could barley keep my eyes off Tolkien, I still felt a little bad about lying to him so as I spaced out for the 15th time that day I wondered...
Should I tell him how I feel?...
(Chapter 1 end)