Shinsous povAs i was trying not to think of denki he kept coming back ughhh why does he have to be so cute!i dont notice i zoned out and dad comes over to me.
"Shinsou! i've been calling your name for the past 2 minutes!"
"Sorry da- aizawa i was zoned out.."
"its fine just don't let it happen again."
"yes sir"
he walks away and i look at denki whos already looking at me."Did u almost call mr. aizawa dad?"
he whispers and i didn't expect him to say that
"ill tell u after school."
he smiles "okiii"
he whispers again and his voice is so soft...its so pretty- what the fuck i swear my gay is showing (shinsou ur gay is always showing) i hear the ball ring and everyone starts leaving but i notice denki not moving but the whole 'baku squad' leave without him and i can tell hes upset by it for a few seconds but he quickly put on a smile
"your not fooling me."
i say out of the blue and he looks at me shocked and a little scared
"W-what do u mean?"
"i know your faking your smile kami"
he looks even more scared
"N-no im not im fine"
he trys to get up but i pull him back down accidentally on my lap but i try to ignore it
"your not fine. you can talk to me kami im not gonna hurt you"
"thats what my dad said too..."
i hear him whisper and i start getting more worried
"kami what do you mean?"
"nothing!"
he trys getting up but i dont let him
"if i let you go you have to come to my house after school okay?"
"fine.."
he gets up and leaves the classroom putting on a fake smile again. I get up and walk out of the classroom
Denki's pov
Tw warning
As soon as I leave the class room I run to the locker room shaking a lot and I hide in one of the bathrooms"S-shit..I'm gonna have a panic a-attack..how did he notice..no one has ever noticed.."
I start shaking more having a panic attack I start scratching at my arm where my self harm scars are and I accidentally open a few of them and blood starts running down my arm but I don't care. I don't hear someone come in so I keep scratching at my scars, then I feel someone pull my hand away and try talking to me but I don't hear them I can't even see them.
"Denki hey Denki I need you to calm down!"
I hear the person say and I recognize that voice..shinsou!
"Denki hey..please calm down.."
I feel him hug me and I hug back crying into his shoulder
"I-I'm sorry! I didn't m-mean too"
"Denki it's okay we can talk about it after you calm down it's okay I'm not gonna hurt you I promise.."
he starts playing with my hair and I start calming down
"Are u okay?.."
I hear him ask and I look at him
"I-i don't know..."
"That's okay I'm here for you but first we need to cleanup ur arm ok?.."
I look at my arm
"O-okay.."
Hey gayyyss so I wanna get back to making my story so here I am lol I hope u enjoy this!
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Short StorySo this is a shinkami and it's abused Denki Warnings- Possibly smut? Suicide thoughts