So sorry it's been a while, but i'll tell what happened from where i left off:
So i lia got back to me and said that she didn't think levi had a gf, few weeks pass and its exams so i write exams at my fathers house but he goes to work so i home alone (keep that in mind). Since i broke my phone i had to use my brothers and i added a few people from the group, i first added lia because she knew the most about levi and i told her what was happening.
She then told me he wasn't with anyone (We were all on a call while this was happening btw) so she gave me his number to tell him, but i was to scared to especially since if he rejected me we were all on a call to see it so i was not about to embarrass myself so i just started having a normal conversation with him, and lia had told half the people on the call he was on as well and they were all messaging me if i need help talking to him!
I got fed up and just told him in message what was happening and my heart dropped when he texted lia that he needed help with something and she told me what he said, so i was freaking out thinking i'm about to get rejected in front of all the well known people right now and next thing i know i get a text from him saying he likes me to...I (thinking it was a joke) asked him if he's just playing with me and he said he actually liked me since first term.
So then we started dating, but there was something off about me but i ignored it. A week passes im still writing exams and dating Levi, when we join a call on Friday everyone is whispering, because its night and we decide to stay on the call for the whole night during this call i got to know a bit more about everyone and this one girl we will call her Moxie, well we got on very well and i found out she is bisexual as well, There aren't many lqbtq+ people in the group so it was nice knowing we can talk to each other about things the others don't understand.
A week later (right now)the exams are over and its holiday, my problem now is i'm dating the guy i thought i liked but now that i know him better and have met Moxie i don't think i like guys anymore. i was 13 when i figured out that i was Bisexual, but I've always liked girls more but since I've met Moxie i haven't been the same and im trying to distance myself from Levi, he is catching on that im being distant and is asking if im ok and everything, Levi is a nice guy but i don't want him to waste his time on me, but i also don't wanna hurt him by telling him I'm lesbian. I talked to my Lesbian Aunt a bit about the situation and she thinks i should stay with him but give him hints that I'm Lesbian.
Please if anyone sees this tell me what i should do???
Also happy pride month to all the LQBTQ+ Community!
