March

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~2 months later (still 2021 but March)

I woke up at 7:00 just to get my morning coffee and to start school at 7:25. At 8:15 Valentina writes that school is boring and if I have the time to talk a little. I of course affirm the question because I for sure want to talk to my favourite person. When I think about it... We talked a lot during the last 2 months and she is the only person with an insight to my feelings and thoughts. I'm still not sure what sexuality I have but I'm very sure that I like her. Not just as a friend but more as person I like like. My family wouldn't understand it if I get together with her. Mom said it is a phase, dad is conservative so I either hide than be hated by him and my little sister, she thinks I am dumb for getting to know someone on social media. So with whom should I talk to about my feelings? To my cactus? It's more likely that it starts to give good advice than my social environment.

Yesterday Valentina asked me again who my crush is and I truthfully answered her and as I asked she told me that her crush was me. She really told me that I was her crush. I still can't believe it. V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-A aka the prettiest and most beautiful girl told me she likes me too.

Today as we wrote she wrote with red hearts so I did as well. It was a really great feeling and every time she typed I looked mesmerised on the display and had butterflies in my stomach.

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