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Finding a caregiver

So I'm looking for a caregiver I've gotten hurt so much and no one cares about my feelings I just want someone that loves me I have rules and stuff I want out of a caregiver to help my little space and to help u be better 
1. I need rules set for me but if u can handle a bratty little your In luck
2. Yelling makes me little I enjoy quiet and soft comforting voices so no cursing either
3. I love nicknames: baby/baby girl/princess/hun/my baby/darling/angel/little one
4. I love calling I have separation anxiety so try to call me or at least text me a lot or I panic and overthink
5.  We can just be great friends but if we end up catching feelings as my caregiver u have permission to ask me out
6. Idk what real love is so I overthink a lot I would appreciate it if u were patient since I'm suicidal and have attempted many times
7. My hearts sensitive so break it and my friends will be after u.
My age range for a cg is 16-17 my little age is 1-3
So comment if u wanna be my cg or even be my little friend