lovesick | a txt taegyu ff | kth x cbg

always the loser

Beomgyu walked into the cafeteria over to his friends, soobin and yeonjun, but his mind was elsewhere...

 " yah, kang taehyun- cant you just say it already im already losing my mind-"   beomgyu thought while scanning the room, only to realized his friends were on his right

"where is your mind at huh?" yeonjun teased, he already knew who beomgyu was thinking of.

and it was right, all beomgyu could ever think about lately was the fact that he just wanted to be taehyuns lover, but taehyun probably saw him as the loser

but while taehyun felt the same, they both just didnt know how to confess, neither did they know eachothers feeling clearly

-time skip to after school-

"yah, kang taehyun-ah!" beomgyu called after taehyun in a slightly irritable tone

taehyun spun around, only to see beomgyu behind him, the wind blowing his long(ish) oreo hair into his eyes, which taehyun somewhat found attractive

"are you free... maybe this weekend?" beomgyu asked hopefully, he still wasnt sure what the two of them were... or was it just one sided? did taehyun ever even like him?

"uhmm... is sunday ok?"

"okay, come to my dorm then, maybe 8pm?"

"works for me" taehyun smiled which made beomgyu blush deeper than taehyuns previously red hair.

-time skip to next day(wednesday)-

as sunday got closer, beomgyu wasnt even sure whether it was the butterflies(for taehyun ofc) or just him nervous for handing in his english essay(which he was well enough sure he would fail and im only using english because i have one due)

"i swear to god taehyun why are you doing this to me"  beomgyu thought while entering the english classroom and dropping the stapled papers on the teachers desk

he had pe next, which meant being with taehyun...

after the 2 classes had finished running like 5 laps of the huge oval behind their school, beomgyu couldnt help staring at taehyun after he was done running

"damn he looks hot "   beomgyu thought, again blushing a very deep red

he decided to hang out with taehyun at lunch, but seeing as there was so many people, he went with yeonbin

he didnt really talk with them, his mind was elsewhere... thinking of taehyun ofcourse, he didnt know what taehyun thought of him, but he still felt like it was just a one-sided love, he was always the loser to everyone, so there was no doubt taehyun also thought that...

while he went back to his dorm, he was thinking of how he would talk to taehyun, he wanted to confess, but he just didnt know how...

he lay in bed that same night still thinking of taehyun who he just couldnt take of his mind off

"why cant i get you out of my mind? why cant you just be mine already?"

then it dawned on him that he was lovesick

what else could it be when all he could think of was one person, his heart fluttering so much he didnt even know how to explain, and the fact that he couldnt even sleep thinking about taehyun...

"why are you doing this to me hyunnie...??????"  

he checked his phone a few hours later, already 5am????

" taehyunnieeee............"  he thought giggling as he let the feeling he just realized the night before take over him.... but he let it, he loved this feeling for some reason...

authors note: i was hoping to find something like this to read but i just gave up and wrote it myself :>

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